MY SUNDAY

HELLO THERE

she woke up on a soothing sunday morning. she felt so sleepy. she wanted to continue her sleep since she did'nt get enough sleep last night but when she thinked about every single thing she has to do she left her bed. she made her way to the toilet. she was hoping for a better day for today but it was'nt happening. everything was fine as usual but she was not fine. she felt hopeless. she felt boring of her life in sudden.her mood swing. she was a happy person yesterday but not today. she was smiling yesterday but today she is making a grinch face. she felt so lazy to open her book even to turn to the first page. she told herself that she is getting worst from day to day. she has a big dream in her head but can she makes all her dreams come true. huh. and now she is in front of her mom lappy writing about her life. she keeps telling herself to be strong and now she is trying.

life isn't always a fairytale. she is not cinderella. she has a happy family. she is not that good doing the house works. well, she is not sleeping beauty too. becus eventhough she loves to sleep she realized she is not pretty at all. so who is she? others might think she has a good life. yes she has a good life but she is not living it happily. why? she keeps potraying herself as a happy little girl but is she? she is not waiting for her prince charming becus she never had once. haha. she is not interested in all these love things when her heart broke once. haha. no her heart never breaks. she is strong enough to face it. but only when it comes to the love things. haha

now she is still waiting for other people to be part of her.

but no one comes to make her life happier.

and she is crying.

this is my fairytale. what about yours?

THE REPORT CARD DAY

HYE

saturday. a day where i'm suppose to finish up all my tergendala works. haha. i woke up nearly to 7. i did'nt plan to go to school. then i sent a message to my bestie asking whether she is coming or not and yes she is coming. so i decided to got to becus i'm sure i'll get bored at home. huh. so i made a new decision which is going to school. haha. i was rushing. but at the end. i forgot to bring my shoe along. thank god, my crocs are there. the blue one. so at school. the first thing i did was going to the toilet. i dunno why i feel so concious about my tudung. and its fine. haha. i got into the class. i saw some of the faces. since u people came to school. i feel like listing down ur names:

sarah shuhainor (me)

amanina azimi

shahira ibrahim

muhd arif

khairul naim

aizam afifi

ahmad hakimi

ashraff latif

izzatul sahida

nur syahida

sophia atiqah

shasha fatihah

farah shahira

nur fadhillah

fazrul faiz

farhan hanis

muhd rafiq

syahril nina

*name yg tak ade means i did'nt think of you*

bunga cinta lestari and maya karin are bestfrends in 3 wangsa

i was super boring at school but thank god ade si cantik maya karin. bunga cinta lestari's bestfrend. in the real life, i dun think so they know each other. so at school, at first borak borak. then lepak at the corner side with acap. paan. yol. rafiq. peah. and aman. i played the chess game with rafiq. but as usual lah u win since u r the genius one but aku penah menang sekali. paan bluetooth songs from peah. ceh ceh mentang2 lah hp baru. hak3. adik khai so cute. bes pulak dtg skolah dpt tgk adk2 dorg. aku npk adk sape lg ehh? ouh ya. adk paan. adk die comel tp abg die? haha no comment. bleh lah.


report card day means parents came to school to take their child report card. kan? memang pun. me? my mom. i'm quite happy. i got the first place in class. haha. so one of the things i should do before i die has been done. f.y.i i made a list -100 things to do before i die- 5 if im not mistaken has been done. so wish me luck to comple my freak list.

everyone knows about the death of michael jackson.

i'm quite shocked. i got into the car and turn on the radio and i heard that news.

i heard a rumor that he has converted into islam.

i dunno whether its true or not.

i read people's blog. seriously. i dun like reading all those ayat2 jiwang. maybe i'm not the romantic type. haha. girls are wayy sensitive than boys so that's why they've been writng all those love crappy things. kan? but its up to them. i dun like it. haha. maybe one day when i found out that love is the greatest thing ever. haha. maybe when i found out how much he loves me. haha. ape aku mengarut nih? aku budak2 lagii.this week byk secrets aku tau. most of them are related to each other. haha. a secret about the same person. i knew it cos i can feel it. haha. let the time tell what's next and i'm following the instruction given by the time.

i'm pretty sure i'll walk with you one day.

THE END!

WHAT A DAY THEY HAVE COLOURED?

hello hello.

i'm happy? nope not relly but quite happy. hehe. my day start with a cup of nescafe. no no. i dun really like cafe. contains caffein. hihi. there are lots of things i wana write but i'm not goin to write all. at school, i came late. bla bla bla. then i got into class. suddenly, nyna my dearest said 'sarah, aku ade cite hot!' i was wondering what is happening? mas even said to me. 'aku tak buat2' defending himself not doing that thing. i dunno what the thing is. and i was like. wats wrong, people? nyna told me, she was the first one that got into the class since i'm late. suddenly, there was a paper. a paper that has been sticked onto the white board. on the paper, someone wrote, paan love sarah forever get married. omg! that is so not true. we've been frends lately. haha.. i dun mind at all coz i know that he never likes me unless as a frend. huh. whats wrong with the person? writing that kind of things. i mean accusing paan and me. apahal lah dgn manusia niee? but obviously, the anonymous is my classmate.

today, nyna and i had a conflict with lady gagak. huh. again. she's been so weird lately. huh. wats wrong with that girl? and pls, lady gagak, dun ever blame nyna and i for anything. ok? u started the fire and now lets play with it? come on. i know u r not that weak? are'nt u so super? ko kan cun melecun. haha. mentang2 lah hdg ko mancung, thank to god for giving u a beautiful nose. esk nyna nak serang ko. haha. be prepared. i still remember we used to be bestfrends but u changed a lot shasha. we do really hope you understand this situation. please be mature lahh. u r not a five year old kid. well, i know i'm not that gooood to but at least i'm trying to be a better person. huh. seriously la sha, aku da penat la weyh nasihat ko. u know rite sha i'm not the type of person yg always write bad things about besty in blog but i feel like writing in and i cant keep it alone. and one more thing, as u know, aku ni mmg lembik, not the kind of person yg pandai marah2 org but u still have to respect me as a frend and care about me. every single thing since u r sumone called besty. huh. i guess there's no use for me to talk more and more about this. if u still dun wanna change. its up to u, u are losing us.

well, i crap a lot. this week is going to end. many things happened. unlistable? haha. is there any unlistable word? see, aku mmg weird. suke suki create my own word. haha. currently, i made a new sign. insulting sign .'like i care' and i'm using it. haha. haliza is promoting it.

i am myself. still gonna be myself. like it or not then tell me. i'm not a perfect person. some love me while some dont becus of their own reason. well, its not a major problem to me. like i said, i'm happy with everything that i have . families, frends, classmates, my wackies. i'm trying to be grateful. i have a cozy home to live in. i can eat anything i wish to becus food don work in increasing my weight. i'm not fat. haha. normal. 43. normal kan? i'm not tall too. pretty short. but getting to 160 cm. hahaha. hopefully. i'm a single person and i'm proud of it. who says a girl cant live without a boy. i can. and i'm enjoying it. eventhough i feel lonely sometimes, but there is always tupai be there for me. haha. enough! enough! ape yang telah aku mengarutkan?

this saturday is a report card day. but my school named it as academic day. so to all people of wangsa maju 2 high school jemputlah ur parents. haha, to take ur report card. well, me. i guess my dad. so that i can go home early and watch hindustan. hahaha. my results? i'm happy with it. eventhough i did'nt get 9 a's but i've tried my best and i realize to achieve a better results means i have to work extra hard. i got 8 a's and a b. talking about the b grade that has spoiled my results. its math. how come i got b for math? haha. i love math. wee wee. i'm not good at math. and i can feel that i'm getting b for math after i sat for that exam. maybe i've been too playful in pn mastura's class. from now on, i promise to myself to pay attention in class. haha. hopefully yeah.

i got home so late today. about 7 sumthing. i got the class tambahan and bla bla bla. bunch of things to do at school just now. so i deciced to go home with my neighbour. shefa loya. we were waiting quite long at the bus stop. waiting for her mom. then picked up zahra from tuition at melawati. seriously, i love the view at melawati. so classy. the view at taman t.a.r too, haha. and so as taman dagang. ceh ceh sape punye rumah tuhh. loya, tu rumah azim lahhh. sory ckp pasal die eh loya. i became different when it comes to him. haha

enough till here.

bedtime. wat else? read me a story book!

JUST ANOTHER MINUTE MONDAY

Hello hello hello

hey monday! here i come. u kno what just another minute monday. i wish it was sunday. that's song lyrics. dun ask me what song it is. coz u'll never know. its an old song. around 80's. like i said i'm odd. into all these kind of lame songs. anyway, do u know what day is today? sunday of course. a special day? yea it is. a father's day. so long happy father's day to all the daddys in the whole world especially to my dad. hihi. we gave him a card. oke wat than not giving anything.

i said: a daddy it's not a father to a child but a loving father to a child.

tomorrow school. doin the same thing over and over again. i'm tired of goin to school. no! i should'nt said that. school is where i belong to. haha. sekolahku syurgaku. kasut? done. baju? done. everything done accept for hwork. there are some hmwrks i did'nt finish to. after this i think. tomorrow. see the same people again. see all the wackies. haha. see all the weirdos. haha. so as me. i'm in that group too. oh ya! i've been dying to write this in my blog. about the swine flu. there's a form 4 boy who is currently suffering the swine flu. omg! all his classmates have been quarinteeen.haha.( dunno how to spell quarintene). knp skola tak bg cuti for a week hah? why not? to prevent it from menular. haha. but that class. dapat cuti for a week. congrats! what else shd i say?

i just changed my blog song. the way that i love you. i did'nt really like ashanti's voice. it's not that good. haha. but its okay lahh. mine is worst. haha. so that's why i picked that instrumental one. the piano music was super super great. i wish i can play as good as that. haha. dream on. that song isn't meaningful to me at all. but the music bring me somewhere. i dunno where it is. i miss you. u know how much i care? of course not? why shd you? what kind of words im writing? haha. practicing sahaja. haha. holy crap!

haha. what else i feel writing about? oh ya. kkq exam again. i keep telling myself to open up and take a look to my kkq book but i dont. kkq exam is just like 2 days more. and i'm still playing around. haha. yesterday, my family and i including my bibik went out to celebrate my youngest baby brother, azim's birthday. happy third birthday azim! i'm as your sista will always love you. not all day long but forever. hihi. air dicincang takkan putus. hihi. i'm goood at bahasa melayu idioms? haha. hopefully yea. and i got the highest in class for bahasa melayu for the first time ever. congrats to me. i did'nt me to show off or whatsoever. it's like a happy feeling. dream comes true. hihi

ape lagi aku nak mengarut? tah lah.

my computer has recovered. do not get sick again

p/s: sharifah alawiyah tolong jangan salah sangka lagi. terima kasih. haha

i have just finished all my kerja kursus!

yahooooo!

one day....

WHAT A BORING DAY

hello

it's been a week i did't update my blog. i'm sooo bz. doing all the kerja kursus. thank god i've just finished all my kerja kursus. i just read nyna's blog. she wrote about me. i mean showing her appreciation towards me for helping her doing all the keja kursus. that's what frends are rite? helping each other. for me, she's so special. she is someone called a real frend. she helped me a lot. hehe. shakila daa maju. she had a myspace account finally. with my help. she uploaded few photos. ade satu photo nie. kyla with paan. asl paan npk hensem semacam? haha. ape ape pun, congrats kyla. haha. dira, liza, nyna, we know the truth. its enough just to pretend how much you care about your dearest enemy. haha. enemy kite. diraaa, i regret a lot for doing her that thing. tapi ape kan daya, nasi dudaa jadi bubur. haha. who cares? ape pun, minah tuh pasti pasti akan seek for u and me. haha . fullstop. no more talking about that girl.

i think there is somthing wrong with me. i never gonna admit it but at the deepest part in my heart i knoe its a real thing. i dunno till when i'm gonna pretending like i dont. i relalized how much that thing meant to me. i'm not the lovee dovee type. haha. ya i'm not. haha. when i was in the car jus now, i heard a song. but there are few worls that reallly touched me. when you wake up you're in love. i dunno whether its true or not. but i'm not in love. haha. so nootttt.haha. change topic. this is a personal thing i should have never write this kind of thing. suke ati aku lahh.

omg! nxt tuesday! its kkq big examm. i'm so worrried but i still in front of this comp. haha. u kow what is kkq? its a study about al quran, nabi an all that. tonight i wiilll read that book. i hope so. i'm doing it coz i have to. i'm quite happy lately with everything that happened around me. everything. life is goood enough. results diagnostic. i'm quite happy with it. i feel payed. hehe. lastly, semua penah lelah seperti sudaa membuahkan hasil. and i'm smiling for it. hehe.

i got addicted to ashanti's song.

what a good song she has made.

boring!