Fifteen

It is very early in the morning. I dont know what to do so I turned on to hitz.tv and there it was the fifteen song. Fifteen is not my fav or not even the song I listen everyday where I can remember every single word in that song. Fifteen is just a song. A song.

But I'm writing today to memorise all the good times when I was fifteen. Mainly, being fifteen is one of the greatest time in my life. I start to miss all those moments. I'm not dating anyone when I was fifteen because I think by that time I lost hope about all this love feeling. and seriously I didnt want to give myself the chance of being loved and be loved. So, the most important people are friends after my family. We were 5 beautiful cute preety girls. HAHAHAHAHA. Me, Dira, Liza, Sha, Nyna. There's no ranking between you guys. No first or no second. And we used to hang around at JJ since JJ is the nearest. And our fav thing to do was try on clothes but did'nt buy it. HAHA. It was fun. 5 of us in the fitting rooms and start to vain all that. haha. But now things changed. We are still together but back then I realized we are not as close as we used to. And because of the conflict, I change, she change, we change. But still you guys are the best. :D

LOVE YOU GUYS. MUAH MUAH. :-*

And also last year I had this one exam. PMR. I thought not getting all A's for PMR is like the end of the world. HAHA. before. and now, I know Pmr is not really a big thing because the real thing is SPM. I start to realize many people who gets all A's in PMR does'nt get all A's in SPM. and one more thing I realize is I have to study extra hard. extra hard. When I was I was form 3 studying in class was quite fun. I sat at the back so most of the time we talk and talk. and for me the peeps in my class are awesome. :) When I was form 2 I think I cant get along with them so I decided like I do my part you do your part, but then I realized they are awesome awesome and awesome. HAHA. Each of them are different with diffrent weird freak chracacters. I just love you people. :))

And finally when I was 15, I made a chance in my life. Quite a big change, well not so big. I broke the promise to myself. I start to learn to give my chance to love and being love. HAHA :p still, until today, I cant believe for a fact I'm dating my classmate. I told him that I love him fr the first time when I was 15. HAHA. It was funny because we used to argue, I mean like most everyday, and even until today. HAHA. We were classmates since wait waitt,, yeahh I was form 1, but that fr a while, till I moved and when I came back here, we were classmates, Form 2 - 3. and and haha. until today we are classmates. We're in the same class again fr quite many years, I dont know how he made me tell him that I love him because I think no one can easily do that because I knw I'm suchhh an ego. BAHAHA. so still, I'm still with him. :) HAHA. though, we're in the same class, I miss him. EWWWWW. hahahahaha. He's been a very great one to me. I can see that just I cant tell him. and he's everythng to me. HAHA I mean it okayy. Well let just hope he's not going to read this. :) Iloveyouu.

HAHA. some of the good memories when I was fifteeeeeen :P