I had a Super Great Sunday but Super Sad Monday

1 2 3 ! Here the story goes. Yesterday was my annoying brother's birthday. Happy 14th Birthday! Get all A's for PMR 2011. :) mmuuaaahh! ewww. bwekk! Dont read this brother! HAHA

Todayyyy. Its kinda awkward for me since frhn is not here anymore. I'm sad because he is not by my side like he used to. Time will make things better. Baru saru jam he went away and I miss him like. hahaha. frhnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn i miss you. I hope you'll be just fine at your new place. New friends. New School. New teachers. New Surrounding. New atmospehere but sorry NO new girlfriend. One is enough. HAHA

And yesterday also I went to Wangsa Walk to see my bestfriend for the last time. I had lots of fun with him. Talk + Laugh. :D Seriously I had lots of fun. I wish today is yesterday and yesterday never end. he is moving to other school. :( He is goinggg to leave me. So who's gonna text me if its not him? who's gonna talk with me in the midnight if its not him? who am I going to call if I cry? Who's going to smile back to me in class if I turn around? Who's gonna care for me like he did? He's been a very special someone to me. Since last october, there was never in a day I didnt text or call him. I'll be missing youu sunshine.

I just realized that this post is about me missing someone. HAHA. thats all. :D

Majulah Sukan Untuk Negara

Finally I get the chance to update my blog. I'm not busy. I'm just tooooo L-A-Z-Y. haha. Lott and lots and lots of things happened lately. Wait. I would like to tell you guys I'm fine. :) haha. like you really wanna know. HAHA. i'm fine and fine and so fine. :p

First of all I would like to show my appreciation to my Sharifah Alawiah Syed Esa . hehe. Thanks for everything :)) My shoulder to cry on all the time even in the midnight :P HAHA. and also the one who motivates me a lot. HAHAHA. :p thanks thanks! :D

Majulah Sukan Untuk Negara! HAHAA. so so so now here come the Sukantara! HAHA. and I'm pretty excited this year. I attend all the house practices. haha. and also the sukantaras, but but but as you know I'm not good at sport so, sorry Jebat don't hope points from me! HAHA. I cant even run 100m. hahaha. and sarah and I were holding hands while running! HAHAHA.

But my sunshine is different. He's good at sports. :DD lg2 high jump. :) Sometimes in life I really want to feel how its like being an athlete in schoool and won this and that, run faster than others and jump higher than others. I am never a girl who can run run run till the end and later be chosen by the teachers. All I can do is scream and shout for my house! HAHA. but still that can be considered as taking part in sport. HAHA.

And also there is a cheerleading team. BHAHAHA! cehh wangsa maju nak jadi SBU or CBN ke? HAHA. but at least my school has the gut to organise a cheer team though we have no coach. still I think they can do split. cart wheel and bla bla bla. go to the top. When I was in SBU I love to see the cheerleaders doing their practice. They will roll up their track suit until it looks like a short. And of course shirlift is the greatest. But I am Prouse! but I support Maclay. And I dont like Cooke and Green! HAHA..

And I'm not fine. things seem to be so wrong. and it's weird I'm being wayy sensitive than usual. and and I'm weak. Small tiny problem makes my day end faster than usual. I'm stuck and stuck and stuck! I want things to be fine as usual. and and. sun, please shine like you used to. makes my day brighter. Sarahhhhhhh. be strongg. by smiling. :((

There are many ways of smiling.

Bad Romance. -GAGA ULALA-

BAD ROMANCE. One of Gaga's song. I like that song. I like the part rah-rah-ah-ah-ah roma-... cool! For me Gaga is a prettty woman. Well is she exactly a woman? I read news paper last two weeks. Lady Gaga is not a woman. well she is man + woman. She is Unisex? Isn't that cool. She can switch her gender anytime she wants. But sadly, she already transformed herself into 100% woman because she found out that she has more female hormone than male hormone. So she is more into a woman. And finalllllly. She is a woman today. A pretty woman. I like her nose. Because her nose is so perfect. She did a nose job I think. I want to do nose job tooo. HAHAHA. no no. I'm kidding. :P but go GAGA you rock! :D

Have you ever have this feeling want to be someone in life. I mean like. You talk to yourself -I wish I am not me - I wish I am someone else with looks and money and brain? - I always have that kind of thoughts in my head. Because I know I'm not a grateful person. but I'm trying to be grateful.

p/s: I hate that girl because she likes to compare myself and her. She meant the world to me last time but no longer now . Sorry. You are pathetic . Go get a life. Stop comparing me and you. If you want to be more than me in every ways. go ahead. I dont mind at all because all I know is my life is perfect enough and which is better than you

JASON MRAZ

JASON MRAZ

Don't tell me you don't know Jason Mraz. I like him a lot. a lot and a lot. I don't like him because of his look because he's not hot at all. HAHA. but he got talent in music. I like his music. :P and and and I love all his awesome songs! I like Bella Luna the most. sooothing jazzy music. :) And yeah I'm telling you Jason Mraz is a very lowwww profile person. He's not really into all these branded stuff. He is himself. :) another thing is he is HTC model. I like HTC. but I cant afford it. toooooo expensive. And finally the reason I like him is because he was born on the same date and same year . which is 23rd june 1970. = my mom's birthday. :) Its very hard to say Jason Mraz is not goooood because he is absolutely goooooooooooood! :D And we got things in common which is we hate smokers. and once I heard Jason Mraz on hitz telling malaysians to stop smoking. =.= pathetic Malaysian smokers! and one more thing is we support all these mother nature things. like use reusable plastic bags. and also greeeening the earth. :) me loikkeee you JASON MRAZ!

And its quite weird I am more into all these oldies songs. HAHAHA. but I enjoy listening to latest music too. It is just like I love oldies songs more. You will never know the songs I like because you definitely never know -what the heck is this songg about. lame- HAHA. people used to say that when I tell them I like that kind of musics. Do you know Casablanca? NO. Killing me softly? NO. Brother Louie? NO. Right here waiting? NO. so you don't know right? HAHA. but for me I like these songs because they use proper english. :P lagu sekarang? HAHA. lyrics mengarot. =.=

bye bye shakila. :) Have a better life at your new place friend. :)

I'M SORRY FOR NOT GIVING YOU MY BEST MOM

HELLO


Today is Monday . The day I suppose to sit on my table and finish up all my homeworks. But yeah I'm here because I feel like writing and expressing out my feeeeling. I'm a human and so as you so we got this sad sad sad feeeling though we don't want to. I'm not exactly feel sad. Its more like my feelings are mixed up.


so here goes my current feeling equation: HAHA

sarah's current feeling: sad + guilty + happy + unknown feeelings.

I dont get it why am I feeeling this wayy. I'm sad because I'm not offered for the SBP. :(( I was wondering why all my friends were offered. My mom told me since I chose for the Pure Science (Agama) I will not be offered for Pure Science School . And I'm kinda regret because I chose that Pure Science (Agama) stream. No wonder all my friends who got 8 a's and a B were offered because they chose pure science stream. Including my bestfriend and some other people. Moreover, I'm not a 9 a's student so the chance for me to be in pure science (agama) ... u know so no chance mann! :p But yeah the day when SBP results were annouced I was upset because my mom is the one who told me to chooose pure sc (agama) stream. so yeah I was quite mad some kind of that feeling with her. But I realized I'm not that islamic so thats the main reason my mom wanted me to go to agama stream. But my mom also knew I was freakingg frustrated . thats why she gave the chance for me to continue in pure science eventhough she really wants me to be in pure science agama but.... But mannnn this guilty feeeling because I cant be the daughter my mom have been dreaming of. Thats why. I realized that for my mom. I am her priority. :) I love youuuu mama. :D

p/s: And also to all my friends that are going to SBP soooooon. Gooodluck friends. :) And to those who did'nt get the chance like me. Buat rayuann aa weyh cepat2. :D

Finallyyy, And also to a bestfriend of mine who applied for sekolah menengah teknik but he did'nt get it, be stronggg! I'm here for youuu. :D I know you're not really into account but one day you'll find out that account is quite interesting. :) No matter where you are you can be a successful person if you really want to. :) I love youuu.

HAHA. this post is getting longer so BYE BYE. :)