Sarah Shuhainor

Holiday punya Post

2010-12-24T20:22:00.004+08:00

H E L L O

School is about to start. And holiday is coming to an end. I was so busy with everything during this holiday. It has been a very busy pack and tight holiday. I hung out every week. And I watched TV all the long. And also gossssssipppping tooo. I did online but lately facebook turn out to be vegghhyy the boring to me. Mark Zuckerberg must be very upset reading this.

We went to Langkawi and also Perlis for my cousin's wedd. I was so stupid because I brought along only a pair of baju kurung with me. I suppose to bring few baju kurungs because there were three occasions. Along Shafik is marrying kak Anis from Perlis so my dad take this oppurtunity to visit our sepupus and kenalans and dad's friends. And everyone was talking about 'Besaq daa naa anak hangg. Hang ada berapaa anak laa niii and Lamaaa tak jumpaa hang, hang tak balik kaa raya haghi tuu' This was based on my experiment. So just so you know, meeeting our clan was aweccccccoooommeeee because this is just one of the ways to tighten our relationship!

And so from Kualalalalala Perlis we took a ferrrrrrry to the Legendary Langkawi Island, the spooky Mahsuri cursing thanggg. Haha. I did learnt about Mahsuri and the curse. HAHA. And we rent this one van so that we can patrolling around this island. And bought lots of Daims, Tobleronesss and chocolates. Come on, it's duty freee.

And the great part was climbing the mount to seee the wondrous Telaga Tujuh. But huahuahuhaa. I can't make it to the top. HAHA. It was very tiring and it was noon and I was freaking thirsty and what there were a lot of monkeys staring at me. I'm so vainnnnnn. kuikui. And went to other places like the Freak Pasir Hitam beach, and the Oriental Park to take the cable car to other islandd. But maannnnn, the queue was nearly 1 km long. That was told by my coo coo brother. And the Ayer Hangat too was okay la. That water is so hot laaa. My heat receptor is burning laaa. and thats why I'm about to insane you know laa. And zzzz. went back to Kuala Lumpur! The journey was super long from Perlis to KL because it was night and maybe that was tired and all. So apa cek buat dalam ketaa? Cek tidoqq laa soundly. ehehe. no laa. I was texting looking at tha moonless and starless sky.

I never thought I was so light. huahua

This is a picture of a girl in a stripe shirt with a fake shade from Petaling Street.

this is Sarah PG.

Okay you can ignore this part because I am vain. kuikui.

Alaa macam lah awak tak vain?

This is not Pasir Hitam.

And also, I hung out every week during this holiday because I just don't know what to do at home. Homeworrks and chores are excluded because they are not really in my how-to-spend-your-holiday-perfectly list. So macam awak awak juga la. Saya pergi tonton wayang dan lepak serta makan dan juga gelak bersama loved one saya.

Macbeth . Sha . Dira . Me. Ling
Ini dia the picture of the barisan tokoh 2010
♥

My hotty naughty. ♥

Yesterday. Haha. Haliza Me Nyna. Haliza was'nt there maybe because she was shy shy meow.
♥♥♥

List of movies I watched during this holiday:

Crayon

HP 7

Let me In

Nxt 3 Days

HP7, again

Social Network

Little Fockers

Gulliver's travel (Two thumbs up!)

This is what we called satu pembaziran yang amat.

By the way, Congratulation GG Partner. Sharifah Alawiyyyya. and Ezaa and also Byla Salman.

mon cher Barrack Obama, pourquoi êtes-vous changer. Je m'ennuie de la vieille tellement. Tu sais que tu étais tout pour moi. Je vais revenir bientôt. Et je suis tellement désolé pour chaque chose. Vous savez juste que je t'aime tellement cher. peut-être je ne suis pas le meilleur. vous me quittez

frhn

toooooodles

I Love Everything

2010-11-21T20:13:00.006+08:00

LOVE LOVE LOVE

If you believe in Love, You Are always alive. That's why I'm alive. Love is for the courageous. Love is a feeling for everything.

Let me tell you what I'm in love with:

I love Sarah Shuhainor. I love my parents. I love my annoying sisters. I love my coo-coo brothers. I love my lousy friends. I love my bello amante scoiattolo. I love to breathe. I love having Hot Chocolate when it is raining. I love sleeping in a pink room. I love talking on phone for hours. I love green. I love money. I love laughing. I love watching movies. I love ring and rose. I love SBPI Temerloh. I love wearing loose-fitting clothes at night. I love Jason Mraz because he's not hot. I love super super hot guys. I love Pantene. I love Europe and Malaysia too. -.- I love rainy days. I love guitarist. I love squirrel. I love pianist. I love music. I love the Internet. I love books. I love swimming. I love ice-skating though I'm not good. I love Genting Highlands. I love vanilla. I love perfume. I love air-cond. I love birds and fishes. I love oldies songs. I love Gloria Gaynor because she inspired me. I love my Cikgu ROR because I think he's way of teaching is awesome. I love Barbie when I was 6. I love dancing in toilet. I love cheese. I love pillow and beds. I love french foods. I love Teh O Ais and maybe coffee too. I love blogging sometimes. I love art though I'm not good, once again. I love watching the Orphan over and over again. I love listening to Late Night Love Songs with Nisha on red.fm. I love guys who are good at sports. I love watching hunkies at the mall. I love Kuala Lumpur some time. I love the smell of fresh air. I love having sometimes alone for 15 minutes everyday to think about life. I love babies. I love kopikos and hacks. I love watching gays and lesbos because I think they are crackbrained people. I love having scene with my psychotic sisters. I love Akon like so so so much. I love Flo Rida too. I love beaches. I love google-ing for crap stuffs. I love eating at Mamak Stalls. I love horrific and hair-raising movie a lot. I love having cat fights with cats. I love Chocolate Indulgence. I love learning at youtubes.

And I just LOVE the life so much because my life is celestial perfect.

So, what do you love? This post is inspired once again by sharifahhaddad.blogspot.com

The untitle post

2010-11-19T16:59:00.005+08:00

While I was GOOGLE-ing for goood stuffs to be read, I saw this one website and I clicked it. There was this one joke and I just love it because I think it is extremely funny.

A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center on the bed. It was addressed, "MOM." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:

Dear Mom,

It is great with regret and sorrow that I'm writing you this letter. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with dad and you. I've been finding the real passion with Ahmed and he is so nice even-with all his piercings, tattoos, beard and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion, Mom. I'm pregnant and Ahmad said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Ahmed taught me that Marijuana does'nt really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for HIV so that Ahmed can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday, I'm sure we'll back to Virginia to visit so you can get to know your very cute grand children you'd love to play with when you're old. I'll be back to take care of you, mom.

Your daughter, Judith.

P/S: Mom, none of the above is true. I'm over at Lucinda's house. :D just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life that than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home.

Mainly, it is about Judith who is scared to tell her mom about her failed subjects. Talking about result, mine is not good too but at least I'm brave enough to tell about the C. haha. :) This Judith is so a drama. :)

And I still didn't watch Harry Potter. Sadly. And I planned to go on next wednesday because the ticket is cheaper. And I think I'm going to watch that movie at Wangsa Walk. I know Wangsa Walk might be veghy veghy the boring because you can't watch on hot guys except the rempits and all. -.- But still Wangsa Walk is my choice, because it is near and I don't need trains or airplanes to go there.

And I missss this Voldemort like so so so so so much. Meet you on this Wed, Voldmorrrrttttt :)

Unforgiven Mistakes II

2010-11-16T12:07:00.004+08:00

When you make unforgiven mistakes.....

-you should say sorry

-you have to promise that you will never repeat those mistakes

-start new pages in your life

When you practice the forgive and forget thing, trust me everything will turn out to be okay as usual. And yes, then you'll be able to smile and laugh again. This unforgiven mistakes will make you more mature and this is why people make unforgiven mistakes.

I'm learning not to sweat small stuff. This last year has been about finding strength within myself-not looking to others for it. -unknown-

by the way,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha.

May you have a blessed Hari Raya with your loved ones :)

Unforgiven mistakes I

2010-11-15T20:14:00.008+08:00

When you make unforgiven mistakes...

-Will everything be okay as usual?

-Will everything be the same as if those mistakes never happen?

-Will everything fade away just like that?

The time will you everything, Just wait and see what happen next because

unforgiven mistakes might change everything

But we are human, me , you or even Barrack Obama make mistakes so why not just forgive and forget, right?

sorrytupai

I’ll see you all at Hogwarts! I hope you don’t miss the train :)

2010-11-13T23:22:00.006+08:00

Harrrrrrrrry Potter is coming soooon. And I won't miss this one. I never miss any of Harry Potter. 3 days more. And and and I can't wait. Really. I watched the trailer like so many times. Don't miss it. For me, it is weird those who are not into Harry Potter. Harrrry Pottter. :) The character I adore the most is Ron Weasssley. I like him as Ronald Weasley not Rupert Grint. So cant wait. I'm wondering is there cinema in Egypt?

Loyaaaaa jom tengok

Bye

the incoming Amor Alase

2010-10-29T12:13:00.004+08:00

It's Fryday baby. and 15 mins more we're going home to hostel. duhh. and yesssss next week we're going home. I repeat it back, we're going home and yes form 3 and form 5 shd be jealous because they're spending their weekend again in hostel. :( and everyone is super busy withh all these panca stuffs. lots of stuffs to be done. fuhh. and finally I've completed my work doing all the certificates and downloading songs. yes yes. and that's why finally I can update my blog. Though you may see me at facebook. I was'nt there okay. I'm not facebooking. I'm doing work. cehhh. okay thats all. I'll be updating again. All I'm hoping is everything will turn out just as we planned tomorrow. The zorros, songs, masks and all. goodluck altima. :D And the theme for this year is Amor Alase which is wings of love. Those are latin words. And as you know, exam has over, and results are like big rocks knocking my head each day. and it makes me feel down down down. but at least I've tried my best and work till the last.

tooodles.

Weeeeeeeekend

2010-10-24T22:04:00.005+08:00

Hello Earth-er

Firstttly, I'm extremely happy because my final exam is over so I'm going to conclude that books are not my bestfriends for a little while. and addmaths was like 'only-Einstein's son-can answer' and the rest were rough and tough as it suppose to be rough and tough. but come on why shd I waste my time blogging about past. So, majorly I blog this moment this second is because there's no one else at facebook I can chat with. Though my friend have reached thousands but I can say that only few can be called real facebook friends. -.-

This is my new family member! My newborn baby sister. She was born on 29th Sept and sadly I've seen her yesterday. I just love the smell of new born baby. hehe. and the name give is syahdiyah. (I'm not sure if this is the right spelling). and it's a fact can't be denied that she is so so so cute just like me. preeettay annoying? HAHA. My mom said her face is more like syahmina and her lips is like azim's.

So that was the first story and secondly, I'm proudly telling you I'm sacrificing my sleeping sunday for the incoming Panca Delima. I'm looooking for door gifts and souvenirs for teachers and form 5. so where else I can get a high quantity of stuffs with a cheap price? So GG and I went to the shops near Petaling Street. Since it was sunday, so most of the shops are closed but I'm thankful to the chinnnese people who are willingly to open their shops on Sunday.

There's a lot of stuffs but I have to make sure evrything is within the budget. So we bought like 15o key chains and gifts for best dresses and all. And I bought few masks for me and sister. :) we surveyed like most of the shops and it was worth it. And sharifah and I went to nearby Petaling Streetto buy shades. Thought they were fake but they are good enough to protect me on Sunny sunday.

This one was taken at. I cant remeber -.-

Its Christine Daaae and the Phantom. HAHA

This one is for me and Ina gemok. HAHA =.=

Thenn, we walk walk and walk along masjid India looking for shawls and all. and finally end up at JJ tiredly to eat. HAHA.

That's all I guess. But yesterdayy was memorable. :) It makes me smile till the second I fell asleep. HAHA. I'm insane. Ignore me. -.-

The Best of All :)

2010-09-18T23:10:00.007+08:00

Hello again

This is going my last post. I think. Yes my last post. There is nothing I would like to post but I wanna feel the excitement of blogging for the last time before I go back to Temerloh tomorrrow. A weeek before Raye we reunited again. I mean 3 W 2009. and I miss you guys so much and realized that you guys have changed a lot physically but still the same mentally, I guess. Well in fact, Acap is still as vain as he used to be and Hadi, the sabah guy. HAHA. getting taller about an inch. and shakila, I think she's growing her cheeeeks, but no worry still cute. And like lots of stuffs. because mainly, some of us are not in the same school so we did'nt really know much about each other. And what surprised me me the most is Khai. The first time he joined this kind of stuffs.

So as planned, we ate at KFC. I'm so glad to see you guys. I laughed so hard that I don't even make sounds and burst out into tears and I'm feeling my six packs coming on. Okay that part is a lie because it is impossible for me to have six packs. HAHA.

And here are the pictures. I'm not the photographer. I'm not used to this kind of gadgets. Yes I'm out dated. but at least I'm lucky because my friend has this one goood stuff to carry everywhere. the DSLR. haha. I wish I had one. But I'm so goinngg to leave it everywhere. moreover, it's fragilee mannn -.-.

Thanks you so much Farhana Salman for the pictures babyy :)

First, this is the amazing outwedges camerawomann. HAHA

Halizaa. :) She's my shoulder to cryyy on :'( HAHA

And this is shashaaa and halizaa again.

(Shasha makin cunn woooh)

Threeeee Wangsaaa 2009.

(Not that perfect. some of them are not here)

I like the one in striped shirt. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Slowwwwly mannn -.-

Bc doa bukak puase tak korang korang ni?

Love muchh

Tibe2 peaceee minah sorang ni. HAHAHA

I like this one lotsss.

I told ya they are still the same mentally. :P

:) :) :)

The end of this post.

Thanks for the memoriess guys.

Best class ever 1 2 3 Wangsa. :D

Raya 2010 ♥

2010-09-16T17:01:00.016+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

(since like everyone is talking about Raya)

First of all, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. I'm sorry if I ever hurt your feelings whether by my harsh words, fake compliments, annoying behaviour or even this blog may hurt you. I'm sorry. I'm a normal human being. So making mistake is like the routine of my everyday life. So start a new thing. -Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih-.

I was green on the first Raya since green always win my heart in choosing baju raya. I've been wearing since I was standard five. 6 years Greeeen! haha. so next year no more green. I hope so. So as usual, KL is the place I celebrated my Raya. -.- We went to Mak Sue's house. and most of my dad's siblings are there. So well it's a normal thing though many people keep saying 'Raya kat Kl tak best'. Home is where your heart is.

HAHA. and there were lotsss of fooooods. I've been visiting the dining table for countless time. No wonder I am so going to grow few inches . haha. Laksa, rendang, lasagne, nasi tomato, blaa blaa. and macam-macam. But I was not feeling so well so that's the reason why I post 'Raya yang tak berapa nak awesome compare to past years'

And so I think I apologize to most of those who are close to me. hehe. yang tak close tu sorry ah. Firstly, minta maaf kat nenek. :P then my mom dad uncles aunties friends . May this Raya tighten our silaturrahim :)

This is my family. Love much :) and hakim was like promoting colgate.HAHA. I just realized why azim is not wearing baju melayu? =.= At the back is Muhammad and me. In the middle, Suhaila, my parents, Syahmina. and at the front, Azim and Hakim.

(Does it sounds like in a school magazzzine?)

Here it goes my hot granddddmaaah. :P She used to be when she was young. :)

This is Azimmmm. :D

Cousinns. But its not all of us.

Me, Alongg is gettting married soon and Shigim.

My sisterrr and my nieceee.

(ina sorrrrry)

That's all I guess. and I'm gonna celebrate the rest of syawal at Temerloh, Pahang sadly.

The hardest thing is going back to Temerloh. Still quite a strange place sometimes.

-.-

All I need is A A A A A A A A A A A A and lotsa A babyyy.

2010-09-16T13:49:00.003+08:00

Okay. This is an untitle post. It is mainly about my incoming final exam which I'm not so well prepared. -.- especially Addmaths. I start telling myself to do addmath exercises everyday but it is not working. I think someone shd remind me everyday 'Do addmaths everyday'. I think doing addmath exercises shd be one of my 2011 resolutions. and so as everything. But I'm trying my best to work at the last minutes to revise everything I can. I do do do realllly hope I'll get good results on this P4. I'm badly hoping for it. This post is so short. And the other reason why I'm writing is because its beeen a long time I did'nt punch this keyboard. Okay now it's the end. Tonight I'm so going to post something which is veryyy long. I'll be back to revenge. HAHA about rayyaaa and all. :P

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A BIG NO NO TO CIGARETTE

2010-08-21T23:41:00.002+08:00

Girls love hot guys. It's a fact that cant be denied. That guy is so so so Hot. I love his style. and the way he pose. but there's one thing I hate a lot about him. He is smoking. For me, hot guys dont smoke and guys who smoke are not hot. There's no use of smoking. You get nothing except diseases in future and you wont be able to sit back and relax at your old time. You will be lying on bed with wires here and there with machine by your side in a room smelled with medecine. rightt? No use.

But, also it seems a modern way of life when you smoke. The urbanites smoke. So people who dont smoke are lame? For me people who dont smoke are those who practice a good way of life and normally they are people who concern about their health. And those who smoke, stop before its tooo late. You are killing everyone next to you. Your loved one, mom dad family girlfriend. There are many ways to stop smoking. No matter how hard it is, it is nt impossible to stop your bad habit. Only you can change yourself.

For those who are close to smokers, support them to stop smoking. Smokers need support from their loved ones.

and dear smokers,

If it is not now, then when, if it is not you then who?

Football?

2010-07-15T10:52:00.004+08:00

This is a so not-up-to-date post. everyone in this whole world was talking mumbling about this whole football thing. But since I dont know what to post so it might quite 'interesting' to post about something I dont really know. My bestfriends, dormates, classmates are the fans of Spain and I'm the fan of Malaysia. muahaha though I know Malaysia is not part of the FIFA thing. So since Spain juara kepada juara segala football dalam dunia. Congrats. HAHA. and also to my dormates Kirin Pinie Kak Lili, congrats too. Its worth it you guys stayed up until pukul berape. Then tak tidur. haha. I think thats all because I dont know much about football. All I know few hot guys running aroung the field like a maniac for a ball. Its better if the ball is a girl then its worth it. :) HAHA. okay. Sometime, it really annoys me when a girl who knows nothing about football pretend they know everything about footballl just to attract those guys. I am myself and I only know 1% about football because my dad and brother is a football fan.

But I dont like guys who dont like footballs. weird odd freak. =.=

CRAZEE PEEEPS!

Next Friday I'm going home home home home home! :D

A night to remember

2010-06-30T10:36:00.003+08:00

Awesomeee. Finally here I am once again updating this blog. Its been a while I didnt update because I'm so busy macam bussinesswoman. :p And so Hello Hello and Hello. Basically I'm blogging today because I feel like writing about that remarkable night in my school. :)

Its not going to be like a report or school essay this time. I hope so. =.= because I'm not good at writing because I dont read that much. So read a lot. Annoyed much with my reading advertisement? =.=

Let me remember. When was it. It was Saturday night, 26th June. Its going to sound so poyo or maybe showing off. but sorry that's not my intention. I'm writing about how happy my friends and I that night. So here the story goes, like 2 weeks before the event we were told about malam busana. and there must be one representative from each class. I don't know why my classmates chose me. HAHAHAHAHA. because I'm a perfectly normal human being which is easy overlooked. But for me why not give a try? Once in a life time.

After a so-not-long-hoilday,

we're back to school sadly. and I brought the clothes which I suppose to wear and we think it is nice but not a theme like clothes. So my 4 Intelligent do some mix and match which is extremely cool. HAHA. Seriously my friends put a lot of efforts on doing this model thing. Unlisted. Leny helps me a lot with the clothes. find me a skirt, she is so the next project runway winnnerrrrr. and aishah helps me with the accessoriesss. with the bangle necklace all that and hat. haha and the rest with the support is more than enough. Because I'm new here so I didn't really expect this kind of thingg to happen. thanks classmates. :D

And so the malam busana started about 8.30 p.m and all the persembahans were nice and great. and also the food. although makanan dewan makan je, but for the first time air tak tawar and the nasi ayam all that is okay. but I dont eat that much. for a fact, I'm not dieting. and so we talk talk. and by 9.30 the models start to walk a so-not-official runway. HAHA, everyone was so lucky because they walk by pairs but me I'm not that unlucky I was the last one so I have to walk alone. But my classmates thought that is a chance for me because the judges can concentrate on me. haha. So I walk. I walk awkwardly.

And half an hour later the second round, out of 19 models only 5 will be chosen. :/ I dont really hope on that because I'm so normal compare to other models. But my classmates once again support me by telling me I'm going to make it. And haha I was one of the five finalists. Ant this time we were given one hard question. Kak Miralot was the debater so obviously she'll win and so Kak Mirafatin. But miracle do happen that night. hahahahahahaha.

Guess what? I won. haha. I was crowned with a very cute pink crown (which seems a flower girl crown), haha. and a set of brooch, bouquet a flowers and the thing I like the most I dont know what it is called. HAHAHA. malu aku atas pentas. HAHAHAHA

and that is how the story was. thanks again for the night. especially to my classmates. :D :D :D thanks thanks for the support. and everyone too dormates, rumah hijau and semua oranglah for the compliments and support. I appreciate it. Gedik and Poyo Pictures will be sooooon. HAHA, I told you its going to be very poyo so why are you still reading it? haha.

Form Four. Love Love

Giga Thanks to them. kakitangan 4 Intel. but for the rest too. :D

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Moii Biologyyyy teachaaar!

4 Super Intelllllllllllllligent

and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MAMA, BONDA , IBU OR WHATSOEVER. :D

TOOODLES.

3 days more = 72 hours

2010-05-03T11:40:00.001+08:00

3 MORE DAYS TO GO!

It makes me so excited when I think about home, the place where I belong! :D

:) :P :D

I'm greeeeningg the EARTH.

2010-04-22T15:16:00.002+08:00

HELLO

Todayyy. yes yes today. I went to Hutan Simpan Felda Kemasul, Mentakab. Since this is my first time involving in this greening the earth thing I'm so so so excited. We were given T shirt and yeah its a plain white T Shirt with Pahang punya Logo. EHEH. and so so it takes an hour to get there, to be exact 1 hour 5 mins. temerloh to mentakab isn't that far. it was only 20 mins trip but when we reached Felda Kemasul we have to go in. sampai ke hulu wehh. Hahaha. Jalan die pun macam ular kene palu.

And for the first time ever, I went to Felda. I heard a lot about Felda but I never went to Felda and I'm glad today I got the chance. And as you know, there are palm oil plantation, and getah and so on. heh. and so what did I do there. I planted a tree. a tree. a baby tree. cangkul semua sendiri. HAHA

And and thats all I guess. Lets Green the Earth !

NEWWWWW

2010-04-14T08:57:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAH. hello blog. well this is my first time blogging here in my NEW place so called HOME. this is my NEW post in a NEW place in a NEW school in a NEW atmosphere using a NEW computer. I am no longer wangsa maju 2 for a fact I shd know and so as you. I'm currently at SBPI Temerloh , Pahang. But still I got time to blog and so on. Suppose sekarang I shd be in the class learning physics dengan lelehan air mata mengantuk keluar but yeah MR ROR is not in the school so we are like free. ya! :D

This place is okay. Okay so far. and I miss home, I mean like things I do at home, but at the same time I'm glad I'm in a boarding school because that is what I really want. hehe. cehhh poyo. and the schedule is so so so super pack mannn.I wake up so early in the morning, ayam pun tak berkokok lagi. and sleep quite late at night. and HAHAH. goood i'm being independent. I'm being miss independent so farr. fuyohhhh. HAHA. and I miss those girls. MEKLIZASHA. HAHA. my three totally spies threee, power puff girls. and all I'm hoping is to gain more experience learn more. duhh -.- stop babbling.

and this part I shd write quite a long time ago. hehe. MY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY! AWESOME! hehe. It was a normal Monday. A school day so lets go to school duhh. and so as I came there they were. my girls. haha. THANKS THANKS KEPADA SESIAPA YANG WISH PAGI2 TUH INCLUDING YANG MALAM MALAM TUH. and so we learn chemistry after recess and the math. but math was the best part! As I get into the class I saw my Math teacher and later few few few minutes I saw my classmates Chew and Frhn. HAHAHAH. and there he was carrying secret recipe bagg. HAHA and so you know sing a birthday song HAHAHA happpy birthdayyy to youu and bla blahh. HAHA. i shd have take a lots of pics. =.- but I didnt get the chance because it was more like a surprise party. the wayy I wrute in not that interesting because I'm so not gooooood in writing. heh. but sumpah it was SUPER AWESOME! :D

and my last day at wangsa maju was a sad day fr me. HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHA. eh sedih la. haih lame lagi nak balik rumah. ada orang cakap balik 7th May. adoiii lamenye. ada orang cakap 30th Aprill. lamaa, ada orang pulak cakap maybe form 1 2 and form 4 baru balik 23rd Aprill sebab they got this hari kecermelangan but my instinct tells me I'm going home on 23rd YAYYYYY! :D

I MISSSS LOYAA LIZA DIRA SHA! :D

muah muah muah :-*

toodles. :D

Sixteen 16

2010-03-27T20:51:00.008+08:00

Happy Birthday to youu, Happy Birthday to youu, Happy Birthday to Sarah, Happy Birthday to youuu. :D

HEHE. 2 days more and I'll be sixteen. This is what we call the excitement in a teenager when their birthday is around the corner. and of course I'm hoping for surprises from my parents. hehe. presents perhaps? nahhh. It is enough even A Wish. A Wish which is sincerely come from the bottom of the heart.

People do say that we shd make wishes on our birthday because our birthday is not the day where we celebrate everyday. And I have a lot a lot of wishes. So many wishes I kept deep inside me. Uncountable and some of them are wishes that wont come true. Fr example: Marry with Prince Williams. HAHAHAA =.= and also my other wish that wont come true is my current school turn into a school more like HSM. haha. We're all in this together, once we know...blablabla.

Back to the main topic, I'm sixteen wait I'm sixteeen? heh. Since I'm sixteen, soon, I think I shd act more like a mature person. Because my dad used to say 'awak ni tak matang lagi dalam hidup. Hidup ni banyak benda. Bukan setakat internet online, TV, orang dah matang tak bergaduh dengan adik darjah 3, apa lah sarah ni'

Okayy, conclusion , I'm going to 16. Thats it. Its a normal thing I'm getting older, well who gets younger except Benjamin Button. The curious case of Benjamin Button is a very great movie, Two thums up. Five Star. Awesomeee! :D

BYE

Fifteen

2010-03-16T08:40:00.003+08:00

It is very early in the morning. I dont know what to do so I turned on to hitz.tv and there it was the fifteen song. Fifteen is not my fav or not even the song I listen everyday where I can remember every single word in that song. Fifteen is just a song. A song.

But I'm writing today to memorise all the good times when I was fifteen. Mainly, being fifteen is one of the greatest time in my life. I start to miss all those moments. I'm not dating anyone when I was fifteen because I think by that time I lost hope about all this love feeling. and seriously I didnt want to give myself the chance of being loved and be loved. So, the most important people are friends after my family. We were 5 beautiful cute preety girls. HAHAHAHAHA. Me, Dira, Liza, Sha, Nyna. There's no ranking between you guys. No first or no second. And we used to hang around at JJ since JJ is the nearest. And our fav thing to do was try on clothes but did'nt buy it. HAHA. It was fun. 5 of us in the fitting rooms and start to vain all that. haha. But now things changed. We are still together but back then I realized we are not as close as we used to. And because of the conflict, I change, she change, we change. But still you guys are the best. :D

LOVE YOU GUYS. MUAH MUAH. :-*

And also last year I had this one exam. PMR. I thought not getting all A's for PMR is like the end of the world. HAHA. before. and now, I know Pmr is not really a big thing because the real thing is SPM. I start to realize many people who gets all A's in PMR does'nt get all A's in SPM. and one more thing I realize is I have to study extra hard. extra hard. When I was I was form 3 studying in class was quite fun. I sat at the back so most of the time we talk and talk. and for me the peeps in my class are awesome. :) When I was form 2 I think I cant get along with them so I decided like I do my part you do your part, but then I realized they are awesome awesome and awesome. HAHA. Each of them are different with diffrent weird freak chracacters. I just love you people. :))

And finally when I was 15, I made a chance in my life. Quite a big change, well not so big. I broke the promise to myself. I start to learn to give my chance to love and being love. HAHA :p still, until today, I cant believe for a fact I'm dating my classmate. I told him that I love him fr the first time when I was 15. HAHA. It was funny because we used to argue, I mean like most everyday, and even until today. HAHA. We were classmates since wait waitt,, yeahh I was form 1, but that fr a while, till I moved and when I came back here, we were classmates, Form 2 - 3. and and haha. until today we are classmates. We're in the same class again fr quite many years, I dont know how he made me tell him that I love him because I think no one can easily do that because I knw I'm suchhh an ego. BAHAHA. so still, I'm still with him. :) HAHA. though, we're in the same class, I miss him. EWWWWW. hahahahaha. He's been a very great one to me. I can see that just I cant tell him. and he's everythng to me. HAHA I mean it okayy. Well let just hope he's not going to read this. :) Iloveyouu.

HAHA. some of the good memories when I was fifteeeeeen :P

One perfect bad day

2010-03-12T22:20:00.003+08:00

One perfect bad day. Well in the morning I thought my day will be as normal as it used to be. Random days. =.= but it turn out to be one of the worst day ever in this week. I guess. =.= Morning was okay. We got this maulidur rasul sambutan but seriously I dont understand what the ustaz was trying to say. because you know the hall was noisy and the ustaz's voice was unclear so what else can I do? so me and those girls, were gossiping. bad attitude.

and the rest is normal. and marks. not much but okay I guess. I shd work harder so I can get better result. and then later on, we went to amanina. hahahaha. lawak ah. aman apasal da gemok sekarang? she seems fatter seriously. aku tak tau ape sains muar bagi ko makan. heh. and H_SKEMA left me alone :( she went to CC . heh. blah la kauuu!

and and and finally the PBSM. hahaha. lame. seriously this perjumpaan. but the main thing my group ALPHA won the best group. thanks to those who contributes. and go home with my bestfrend. HAHAHAHA. and here the thing start, I missed the rapid bus because I was day-dreaming. so I callled my beloved dadddddy ayah bapak father segala jadah to fetch me at the LRT. an hour mannnnn. heshhhh! sakit kaki aku berdiri! the sec I got in the car kene marah la pulak because I walk too slow. no glucose anymore left in my bod so no energy.

around 7 at home. and and I saw this one fat monster a.k.a ina a.ka my sister she was riding on the bicycle with my most beloved new pair of wedges! I wanna kill her that second and campak dalam longkang. so there was cat fight. throwing stuff all that but thanks, my mom scolded her and so you know I won the war! :D and and then no electricity. ni tak tahan! panas ohh. stiff home in the dark is like urghhhh! disastaaaa! :D and finally when I was bathing, the lights on! yay! :D

If I have the ability to do the fish face, I'll do it everytime I stress!

BYE

Finallly exams over.

2010-03-11T19:27:00.002+08:00

Finally the monthly test is over. I never thought form 4 could be this hard. Seriously I think I should put 200% effort to pass all the exams with flying colours. So so so SARAHHHHHHH! COME ON! YOU GO GIRL! GET 9A+ FOR SPM 2011 ! I'm supporting my selfff again. hehehe. well then who else after all besides my all time motivator loyaa. I lost hope seriously because of few things and and and I lost hope. That is all I know. and I lost hope. :( and the one and only person who supports me 247 a day is of course my GG partner. HAHA. andd I do really hope I get the spirit like I used to have when I was having my PMR yearr. :D and also my mom, she keep telling everything will be just fine . :D I got big dreams since I was a very cute little girl and I keep my dreams until today but as I grow older, I know dreams are not easy to be achieved and before I was very confident but now I'm not sure who am I gonna be one day. whether the person in my dreams or someone I have never been dreaming of.

I saw this cute panda and I think this panda is kinda represents me.

p/s: congrats to ZARAAA! :D

I just dont get it what is wrong with you. You're not the same in many ways. I mean the way you speak to me, the way you look at me. frankly, you changed without realizing it darlinggg. :'(

TOODLES.

Finally I post somethin

2010-03-10T19:27:00.003+08:00

HELLLLLLO. I'm prettttty excited to blog todayy. hehe. since I dont post anything fr a month.

Okayyy. Here the idea comes. I want to write about about about me. haha. well no one interested so perhaps I shd'nt. Okayy about MY BIGGEST FEAR. well its not really my biggest fear because my biggest fear is cat. but my current biggest fear is exam. alahaiii exam. Lots of stuffs to read and to be revised but seee , you can see me on facebook or myspace. fr me, 24 hours is not enough. I need 50 hours a day to manage myself perfectlyy. but I still do spend 1/10 of my 24 hours to study, okayy thats good sarahh! :) stiiil I openn my book. and tomorrow I'm going to sit fr ADDMATHS. and I'm extremely excited in a freak way you can never imagine. :/ malam ni aku nak blaja add maths! :D my prediction tells me, that I'm gonna be sleepy when I open my addmaths book. heh. =.='

And now I'm gonna do some craps on my love life storyy. heh. I dont have much time to crap on this because pleassee sarah is not the lovey-dovey type. but yeah I know what love is because I'm learning it, experiencing it and and and thats all I guess. My mind got stucked. something is blocking it.

Finallly, my essay is going to end about my feeling. the frustration feeling of not being chosen fr the SBP. huh. seriouslyyy, I think my life is okayy and nearly to perfect but you just dont get the feeling. masa depan aku gelap. There are a lot of good teachers in the schoool, but the main thing is not about teacher or anything. Its about me, I've planned what I wanna do in life and for me life has to be according to my plan. but but. :( so now I'm following the flow. I dont wannna plan anything again. :/, so far. duhh.

and I read this one love quote 'DONT BELIEVE IN PROMISES THAT CAN BE BROKEN'. and I think its true. Guy dumbs girl anytime but girl does'nt dumb guy. and guy tells the girl how much they love the girl whereas the guy does'nt really love the girl. but girl don't tell the guy how much they love the guy but deeep deep down there the girl loves the guy a lot. rightt?

TOODLES

I had a Super Great Sunday but Super Sad Monday

2010-02-08T15:53:00.006+08:00

1 2 3 ! Here the story goes. Yesterday was my annoying brother's birthday. Happy 14th Birthday! Get all A's for PMR 2011. :) mmuuaaahh! ewww. bwekk! Dont read this brother! HAHA

Todayyyy. Its kinda awkward for me since frhn is not here anymore. I'm sad because he is not by my side like he used to. Time will make things better. Baru saru jam he went away and I miss him like. hahaha. frhnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn i miss you. I hope you'll be just fine at your new place. New friends. New School. New teachers. New Surrounding. New atmospehere but sorry NO new girlfriend. One is enough. HAHA

And yesterday also I went to Wangsa Walk to see my bestfriend for the last time. I had lots of fun with him. Talk + Laugh. :D Seriously I had lots of fun. I wish today is yesterday and yesterday never end. he is moving to other school. :( He is goinggg to leave me. So who's gonna text me if its not him? who's gonna talk with me in the midnight if its not him? who am I going to call if I cry? Who's going to smile back to me in class if I turn around? Who's gonna care for me like he did? He's been a very special someone to me. Since last october, there was never in a day I didnt text or call him. I'll be missing youu sunshine.

I just realized that this post is about me missing someone. HAHA. thats all. :D

Majulah Sukan Untuk Negara

2010-02-03T20:32:00.005+08:00

Finally I get the chance to update my blog. I'm not busy. I'm just tooooo L-A-Z-Y. haha. Lott and lots and lots of things happened lately. Wait. I would like to tell you guys I'm fine. :) haha. like you really wanna know. HAHA. i'm fine and fine and so fine. :p

First of all I would like to show my appreciation to my Sharifah Alawiah Syed Esa . hehe. Thanks for everything :)) My shoulder to cry on all the time even in the midnight :P HAHA. and also the one who motivates me a lot. HAHAHA. :p thanks thanks! :D

Majulah Sukan Untuk Negara! HAHAA. so so so now here come the Sukantara! HAHA. and I'm pretty excited this year. I attend all the house practices. haha. and also the sukantaras, but but but as you know I'm not good at sport so, sorry Jebat don't hope points from me! HAHA. I cant even run 100m. hahaha. and sarah and I were holding hands while running! HAHAHA.

But my sunshine is different. He's good at sports. :DD lg2 high jump. :) Sometimes in life I really want to feel how its like being an athlete in schoool and won this and that, run faster than others and jump higher than others. I am never a girl who can run run run till the end and later be chosen by the teachers. All I can do is scream and shout for my house! HAHA. but still that can be considered as taking part in sport. HAHA.

And also there is a cheerleading team. BHAHAHA! cehh wangsa maju nak jadi SBU or CBN ke? HAHA. but at least my school has the gut to organise a cheer team though we have no coach. still I think they can do split. cart wheel and bla bla bla. go to the top. When I was in SBU I love to see the cheerleaders doing their practice. They will roll up their track suit until it looks like a short. And of course shirlift is the greatest. But I am Prouse! but I support Maclay. And I dont like Cooke and Green! HAHA..

And I'm not fine. things seem to be so wrong. and it's weird I'm being wayy sensitive than usual. and and I'm weak. Small tiny problem makes my day end faster than usual. I'm stuck and stuck and stuck! I want things to be fine as usual. and and. sun, please shine like you used to. makes my day brighter. Sarahhhhhhh. be strongg. by smiling. :((

There are many ways of smiling.

Bad Romance. -GAGA ULALA-

2010-01-28T20:35:00.003+08:00

BAD ROMANCE. One of Gaga's song. I like that song. I like the part rah-rah-ah-ah-ah roma-... cool! For me Gaga is a prettty woman. Well is she exactly a woman? I read news paper last two weeks. Lady Gaga is not a woman. well she is man + woman. She is Unisex? Isn't that cool. She can switch her gender anytime she wants. But sadly, she already transformed herself into 100% woman because she found out that she has more female hormone than male hormone. So she is more into a woman. And finalllllly. She is a woman today. A pretty woman. I like her nose. Because her nose is so perfect. She did a nose job I think. I want to do nose job tooo. HAHAHA. no no. I'm kidding. :P but go GAGA you rock! :D

Have you ever have this feeling want to be someone in life. I mean like. You talk to yourself -I wish I am not me - I wish I am someone else with looks and money and brain? - I always have that kind of thoughts in my head. Because I know I'm not a grateful person. but I'm trying to be grateful.

p/s: I hate that girl because she likes to compare myself and her. She meant the world to me last time but no longer now . Sorry. You are pathetic . Go get a life. Stop comparing me and you. If you want to be more than me in every ways. go ahead. I dont mind at all because all I know is my life is perfect enough and which is better than you

JASON MRAZ

2010-01-22T13:40:00.003+08:00

JASON MRAZ

Don't tell me you don't know Jason Mraz. I like him a lot. a lot and a lot. I don't like him because of his look because he's not hot at all. HAHA. but he got talent in music. I like his music. :P and and and I love all his awesome songs! I like Bella Luna the most. sooothing jazzy music. :) And yeah I'm telling you Jason Mraz is a very lowwww profile person. He's not really into all these branded stuff. He is himself. :) another thing is he is HTC model. I like HTC. but I cant afford it. toooooo expensive. And finally the reason I like him is because he was born on the same date and same year . which is 23rd june 1970. = my mom's birthday. :) Its very hard to say Jason Mraz is not goooood because he is absolutely goooooooooooood! :D And we got things in common which is we hate smokers. and once I heard Jason Mraz on hitz telling malaysians to stop smoking. =.= pathetic Malaysian smokers! and one more thing is we support all these mother nature things. like use reusable plastic bags. and also greeeening the earth. :) me loikkeee you JASON MRAZ!

And its quite weird I am more into all these oldies songs. HAHAHA. but I enjoy listening to latest music too. It is just like I love oldies songs more. You will never know the songs I like because you definitely never know -what the heck is this songg about. lame- HAHA. people used to say that when I tell them I like that kind of musics. Do you know Casablanca? NO. Killing me softly? NO. Brother Louie? NO. Right here waiting? NO. so you don't know right? HAHA. but for me I like these songs because they use proper english. :P lagu sekarang? HAHA. lyrics mengarot. =.=

bye bye shakila. :) Have a better life at your new place friend. :)

I'M SORRY FOR NOT GIVING YOU MY BEST MOM

2010-01-18T16:54:00.004+08:00

HELLO

Today is Monday . The day I suppose to sit on my table and finish up all my homeworks. But yeah I'm here because I feel like writing and expressing out my feeeeling. I'm a human and so as you so we got this sad sad sad feeeling though we don't want to. I'm not exactly feel sad. Its more like my feelings are mixed up.

so here goes my current feeling equation: HAHA

sarah's current feeling: sad + guilty + happy + unknown feeelings.

I dont get it why am I feeeling this wayy. I'm sad because I'm not offered for the SBP. :(( I was wondering why all my friends were offered. My mom told me since I chose for the Pure Science (Agama) I will not be offered for Pure Science School . And I'm kinda regret because I chose that Pure Science (Agama) stream. No wonder all my friends who got 8 a's and a B were offered because they chose pure science stream. Including my bestfriend and some other people. Moreover, I'm not a 9 a's student so the chance for me to be in pure science (agama) ... u know so no chance mann! :p But yeah the day when SBP results were annouced I was upset because my mom is the one who told me to chooose pure sc (agama) stream. so yeah I was quite mad some kind of that feeling with her. But I realized I'm not that islamic so thats the main reason my mom wanted me to go to agama stream. But my mom also knew I was freakingg frustrated . thats why she gave the chance for me to continue in pure science eventhough she really wants me to be in pure science agama but.... But mannnn this guilty feeeling because I cant be the daughter my mom have been dreaming of. Thats why. I realized that for my mom. I am her priority. :) I love youuuu mama. :D

p/s: And also to all my friends that are going to SBP soooooon. Gooodluck friends. :) And to those who did'nt get the chance like me. Buat rayuann aa weyh cepat2. :D

Finallyyy, And also to a bestfriend of mine who applied for sekolah menengah teknik but he did'nt get it, be stronggg! I'm here for youuu. :D I know you're not really into account but one day you'll find out that account is quite interesting. :) No matter where you are you can be a successful person if you really want to. :) I love youuu.

HAHA. this post is getting longer so BYE BYE. :)

She's my Darling and I'm her honeyyy. :-* ♥♥♥♥♥

2010-01-16T10:39:00.007+08:00

HEYYYO

Thisss post is specially dedicated to my beautiful bestfriend nur amanina azimi! :-* she'll be going to Sekolah Menengah Sains Muar. :( So you knoww it's goingg to be kind hard for us to gosssip all night long. And maybe me InsyaAllah is will be going to boarding school too. pray for me. I'm so not going to stay here at Wangsa Maju 2. err never! but yeah no matter where we go we are still BFF. and here the rest of us Dira Liza and Sha we'll be missing youuu too darling. When you are at a new place, blaja betul betul darling. :D Ahaha. She wants to be a paedatrician and me? ahaha. a cardiologist . :P And she has been dreaming of BMW 5 series and me BMW 7 series. haha. :P we are bfff twinnie. We got lots of dirttty secraaats together! So long may our dreams come true. I love youuu bestfriend.

p/s: and also I heard that Intervensi 1 for Form 3 is just aroundd the cornerr, so to me GG partner : Sharifah Alawiah :) gooood luck! ahahaha! :P me love youu too. :P

And today I'm going to make a confession saying I might not be as good as you read about me here. HAHA. I dont wannt to be a typo hypocrite but yeah at the same time I dont like to show the real me. I would rather people who knows me for years to know the real. but dont get me wrong I'm not evil I'm an average teenager with love and lust! HAHA. but yeah I do really hope you get to know me first before you talk about me. Frankly, I might not that goood or innocent but also I'm not as evil as you might think. :P whatever you wanna think up to youu. I got people who believe in my dreams which are wayyy supportive that I expect! :D

mwahahaa! bye. :D

I'M GETTING OLDER

2010-01-11T16:40:00.004+08:00

HELLO

This post which is entitle I'm getting older does'nt mean I'm celebrating my birthday. Well not at all. As time is passing by, I started to realize I'm getting older and yeahhh there's no turning back! So I'm gonna use all the the precious time I had wisely. And yeah also since I'm getting older, I have to act in a more a mature wayy of a teenager. :P rightt? and I want all theseee good memoriesss to be kept in my mind heart and soul forever and always. And well I'm not going to forget all those bad memories but bare them in my mind and make sure it wont happen again! :D

Sometimes, I don't get it why some people when they want to be with someone, they are so into that person, thinking of that person days and nights. 24 and 7. but once they get the chance to be with that person they dont really love or appreciate that person as much as they did in the first place. And as time goes by, they left that person. :(( Easy. I'm not referring to anyone because it could be anyone even mehh!

I'm thinking of this one. so this is my current mood :

Ada seorang lelaki yg handsome dulu die nak PS1 lepastu die dapat. Die pun excited. first2 main die ckp bestt lah. tapi dah lame lame boring. sekarang tak sentuh pun PS1 tu. Saya terfikir macam tu ke perumpamaan perasaan lelaki kat perempuan. pelik pelik. =___=

I'm cravinggg for this cup of coffee and this choc rice sprinkled daugnutt ! :D

And also this hazelnut + chocolate chips coookies.

TOODLES. :D

WHY DO I HAVE TO STUDY SO HARD IN FOR 4 WHEREAS FORM 4 IS NOT AN EXAM YEAR?

2010-01-09T15:32:00.007+08:00

HELLO

I am A Form 4 student. :D I'm going to 16. And yeah I'm still here studying in my beloved school SMK WM2. haha. and I am grateful I am studying in the stream I have always wanted. :D though people said being a student in a pure science stream is quite hard. I'm still here studying in science stream. I'm taking this as one of the life challenges. well Come on life is a journey, right? :)

Why do I have to study so hard in Form 4 whereas Form 4 is not an exam year?

Next year I'm going to face SPM. the exam so called Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia. and as you know the SPM is the future of me. If I fail in my SPM what will I do in future. If I pass my SPM with flying colours means my future is bright so this means SPM holds the future.
Form 4 is the basic of Form 5 so if I cant understand the basic, how am I going to understand continue the rest. So yeah, better for to concentrate on Form 4.
Since I am a Pure Science Student, I really have to study hard because the subjects are difficult. Struggle much.

That was 3 main reasons why I have to study so hard in Form 4. I hope I can face this challenging form 4. But you know sometimes things are not as easy as you think darling. :D And as teen, I have to divide my time carefully between my study time and having fun time. And never let love be the rease you fail in exam.

You are no longer my sunshine. I never though you are this meann my dear. Are you telling me for all this while it was just a lie and having fun? I get it.

BYE.

FIVE TIPS FOR A SUCCESSFUL NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION IN 2010.

2009-12-30T12:02:00.005+08:00

HELLO. :D

A day more then we will be in 2010. Everyone is hoping for a better life next year. I found this article from nowhere website but it is quite interesting and I think it is helping me to face my next challenging 2010. But I don't do the copy past thing. I would rather to type all over again so that I can keep it in my mind too.

Share your resolution with friends and family that can provide a support group. If you don't have access to a positive support system reach out to a life coach or counselor to work with you toward your goals.
Write down your resolution and make it a visible reminder. The steps you will take to keep it. Have a simple plan. Talk to your support group about your resolution and your plan of action- it is vital for your success.
Keep it simple with achieavable milestones. Separate big goals into a series of smaller achievable milestones. Once you achieve a set milestone, celebrate with your friend and family support group.
After celebrating your milestone with your support group or therapist, it is important to reward yourself so that you can achieve your ultimate goal. For example, if you are working on how to decrease your weight, when you have loss 5 pounds buy a new piece of clothing to highlight your achievement.
Make small changes. You have all year to achieve your milestones and goals. Remember you have 365 days available to celebrate your achievements all year long.

TOODLES. :D

HOLIDAY WITH SHARIFAH ALAWIAH AND EZA SYAZANA.

2009-12-29T19:56:00.006+08:00

Hello Human :D

I had a very great time with two people MY GG PARTNER and MASHIMARO CHAK CHAK. It was awesome. We went to Kuantan on the day PMR results was announced. I'm so upset with my result so I decided to follow Loya Eza so that maybe I can have some fun. but yeahh I had a lot of fun with them :P The night before we had a sleepover at Loya's. And her mom said she wanted to take us for holiday. I was like why not I'm free? Its better than stiff home with this computer.

So yeah yeah the next day I packed while crying. sob sob. haha. :P but before that suddenly Eza gedik nak pergi Pavi so yeah Loya and I went there. with a broken heart. haha. Haha. Its fun to sleep with your girlfweeeenss, haha :P How many days we slept together? 5 days 4 nights. Fuyooooh, haha. I sleep quite late than them because I texted with with haha. Eza she slept early but when her Chak Chak texted her haha. terus bangun. Happy Semacam. Eza and I went outside the hotel room borak2 because we dont want to disturb others. Eza aku lompat lompat mcm gedik ah. :D Ko a eza. haha.

The next day went to Mall. Round2. Karokae-ing. Main kat Arcade. Rempit2 and all. haha. :D I had lots of fun Seriously. :D. So that evening was the best part. Pegi mandi laut. Mcm bodoh a korang jerit2 kat tgh laut. Tau lah kte je kat situ. haha. excluding me. haha. And we did that Jennifer's Body. haha. I forgot everything when I was there because all I was thinking was having fun and running around like a maniac. haha. :D

Loya comel. Eza ayu haha.*

Awww. I love lee loya wook :)

Jeniffer's body. Who killed me Loya? :P

Thanks girls for the good times we had. You guys made me forgot about not getting 9 A's. When I got home I am abnormal again. Why cant we spend a year like that? :D You guys seriously wacko gile. haha. I feel like I'm 14 while dgn korg! haha. Lepas ni kte have fun mcm ni lagi tau tau?

xoxo to Sharifah Alawiah and Eza Syazana :D

TOODLES.

I'M ACCEPTING THE FACT THAT I AM NOT A 9 A'S STUDENT

2009-12-26T21:01:00.003+08:00

HELLO

and now yeah, i'm accepting the fact that I did'nt get all A's in my PMR. When you did'nt get all A's you really hate it when people ask you 'How many A's did you get'. annoyed much. :/ I got 8 A's and a B. the B is arab. It is very frustrating when you did'nt reach your target. And yeahh I'm so upset and frustrated but this is all I can get. Maybe because I did'nt really work hard for Arab. I want to go to boarding school and so on but since I'm not a sttaigt A's student, it's quite hard. :/ and congrats to everyonee. :D

PMR RESULTS

2009-12-23T15:27:00.003+08:00

Hey Hello.

First of all, Good Luck to all form 3 students because as you know Pmr RESULTS will be annouced tomorrow, and I know all of us are now scared waiting for the results. and me too. And I believe I did my best for PMR exams and I work as hard as I can so whatever my results going to be I will be grateful. I'm just scared if I wont get what I'm hoping for. :) sarah sarah, chill. no matter what the results still going to be annouced tomorrow. sarah sarah, good luck. u did ur best and now chill. and yeahhhh i keep telling myself to be chill.

and this words are telling everything is going to be amazing. :)

can somebody replace me for a while.? because I'm so scared to face tomorrow.

bye.

MY 2010 RESOLUTION

2009-12-17T19:56:00.004+08:00

HELLO HUMAN BEING

Tomorrow is a New Year according to the Hijrah. and Anyways 2010 also is just around the Corner. Few more days. 2009 is going to leave me and you and everyone in the world. Because a new year is going to start I feel like writing about my new good resolutions. And all I'm hoping for next year is a better life and a better me. And I will always remember this memorable 2009. Lots of good memories happened and I will never let them fade away like that. :)

I want to be a better person than before.
I want to makesure I pray five times a day.
I want to read Quran more often.
I want to be a better daughter.
I want to listen more to my mom.
I want to listen more to my dad.
I want to try to avoid arguements with my parents.
I want to be a daughter which my parents is proud of.
I want to respect them more.
I want to be a nicer sister.
I want to be a good friend.
I want to be a better listener of a friend.
I don't want to talk behind shasha's back anymore.
I want to be a good member of my biggie family.
I want to be a more hard-working student.
I want to concenrate more on my studies.
I want to complete all the homeworks given.
I want to study in a boarding school.
I want to respect my teachers more.
I want to concentrate more in class.
I want to think more seriously about my future.
I want to sit at the front in class.
I don't want to sleep anymore in class.
I don't want to eat snacks during classes.
I want to bring a lot of sweets in class.
I want to eat more healthy food.
I want to do more outdoors activities.
I want to try to play sports. *haha.
I want to start cycling back like I used to.
I want to be a better someone to farhan
I don't want to be that paranoid anymore.
I want to be a faithful one.
I want to learn to say 'I love you' more because it feels so good.
I want to see all the good things in life.
I want to think positively all the time.
I don't want to believe to a promise that can only be broken.
I want to feel the freedom even if it is a lie.
I want to let my heart defy my logic.
I want to start thinking everyday is an important day.
I want to stop apologising for things I did'nt do.
I want to hold on to something good and don't let go.
I want to become the person I want to be.
I want to remember all my loved one's birthday.
I want to appreciate people around me more.
I want to be grateful
I want to love myself more.
I don't want to end my relationship because of stupid reason.

49. I want to be a happier person.
50. Finalllly, I want 2010 to be a better year ! :D

I'm done here and and and I'm hoping badly for 9 a's. please pray fr me. :)

toodles. :D

THE BABIES POST

2009-12-16T20:30:00.006+08:00

HEY HELLO

I was a baby once upon a time. and i was super cute. haha. well babies are cute. I have never seen an uncute baby. Have you seen a baby which is not cute? well you will never see an uncute baby because babies are born to be cute. I dont really know what to post at the first place, but this baby told me to write about him. I dont know whether the baby is a girl or a boy. Babies seems to be unisex. pffft. haha. Babies are innocent.

But I dont get it why people are still mean to babies. read papers and you can find. BAYI DIJUMPAI DALAM TONG SAMPAH and whatsoever. maybe the baby's mom does'nt want the baby so put him somewhere good not by throwing him anywhere. Eventhough, they are babies, they have feelings (i think) and they also have the right to have a happppy life in future. Babies are innocent. Its the baby's unmarried parents fault, right? heh. Whats wrong with people nowadays. :/

HOW CAN YOU NOT ADORE BABIES:

This is why I adore babies :

-They are super adorable. I want them to be in my arms.

-They make cute faces where you can't resist.

-They are innocent because they know nothing about life.

-They hungred for their mother's touch.

-They learn to smile and their smile are'nt fake.

-They try to interact with us though sometimes it does'nt works.

TOODLES. :D

MY SUPER HEROES

2009-12-15T21:14:00.006+08:00

Heyyy HO.

When i was a small cute little girl, i used to believe one day my so-super-hero will come and save me whenever i'm in trouble. Like when i did'nt finish my homework, my super hero will do it for me. Well superman was never a super hero for me and and i don't really like him because he wears his underwear outside. haha. so so so. guess who are my super heroes? My superheroes are the POWERR PUFF GIRLS. i love them. i have two sisters. i'm Blossom and my smalllest sister is Bubble and the other one is Buttercup. I like Blossom because she is red with long her. because my hair used to be longgg. and I always force my sisters to play power puff girls with me. They'll be the monster and i'm the saver. and once again Power Puff Girls save the day. I will always remember that one. and also the MO-JO-JO-JO! haha. :P

But now, its different. there's no more Power Puff Girls. and I'm no longer Blossom and my sisters are not Buttercup and Bubble anymore. I realized my real super heroes are'nt Power Puff Girls, or Superman or even Totally Spies. My real forever superheroes are my parents. It's not like my besties or my boyfrend are'nt my superheroes. It' just like i know they wont stay here with me forever. Bestfriends might go and so as boyfrend. but i know my parents won't go. Frankly, NEVER go. But now i got tonnes of superheroes, my parents, familia, bestiesss (including syed esa's daughta) and and farhan.

Find the right person to be your super hero.Only the right person can save you when you are in trouble. And remember your real forever super heroes are your parents.

so so so who's your super hero?

p/s: thanks to shefa loya for that ole ole. i love yahhhh!

toodles. :)

WAYS TO BE IMPROVE YOUR ENGLISH

2009-12-14T19:09:00.009+08:00

HEY HEY. :D

The title of this post shows as if i'm an english teacher. Telling everyone to learn english. haha. i'm not. i don't know why i came up with this topic. because we have to learn english. because english is one of the international language nowdays. But here in my place, people don't really speak english because they don't have the confidence to. But we have to, because living in the world like today, we have to speak english because everything is in english. Writing and speaking in english is not the same thing. Some people can write but can't speak because like i said they don't have the confidence. Why are they not confidence enough to speak in english. Because they think their english isn't that good. So here are ways to improve in English.

Ways to IMPROVE your English:

- Firstly, we have to start by learning the grammar. All the is are was were thing. Because grammar is the basic. Easyy. Learn with your english teacher in school. Dont tell me there's no english teacherrr. and buy grammar books and do some practices. :)

-Read more english books like english story books. they help a lot. You'll learn new vocabulary. Read story books that benefit you but at the same time you are enjoying it. fr example, harry potter series. :))

-Be friends with people who are good in english. Because when we spend times with those who are good in english at the same time we are learning english without realizing it. When the person we talk to is speaking in English, we will respond in english too.

-Don't be shy to speak. Because to be good in english, we also have to practice to speak in English. Some people they scared if they speak broken english but why not just give a try, right? When you practice to speak english, sooner you can be good in english. because you know that Practice makes perfect.

I am grateful because I can speak english. I'm not showing off or what. Well i'm not that good in english too and I'm still working on how to improve my english. The person I should thanked the most is my mommmey. She taught me Peter and Jane. and also she read that Peter and Jane book for me. She taught me how to pronounce the words correctly. and also my dad, he taught us to speak english and he speaks english also. and in the car, we listen to lite and easy. the english radio station. My dad listen to english song and so we listen to that kind of song too until now.

Thanks to my parents.

toodles. :)

I THINK I'LL START TELLING MYSELF THIS EVERYDAY WHEN I WAKE UP

2009-12-13T14:14:00.010+08:00

Hey Hello. I found something which is good for me to start my day. And i think it is good because it is real good. for me and for everyone. Everyone should start telling themselves 'this' everyday. We have to practice good things and make them as a habit.

and

so this is it. :

Starting from today, I think I'll start telling 'this' to myself everyday when i wake up in the morning. What is 'this'? 'This' is a quote/inspiring words which is something good is going to happen today . Because something good always happen everyday in your life whether you realize it or not. You still alive is a good thing right? so starting from now on, i'll tell myself something good is going to happen today. Eventhough during the day everything seems so wrong i believe the good thing is on its way. Sometimes when i wake up in the morning i feel hopeless because what happened on the day before. i read this article we should'nt drag yesterday bad things into today good things. do you get what does that mean? And also sometimes you just hate that day, and feel lazy to start that day. especially on monday. i used to hate monday but no longer now. i love monday. but now whatever you feel in the morning when you wake up tell yourself 'something good is going to happen today'. and good things happened everyday but sometimes we did'nt realize them because we keep thinking the bad things that happen.

My dear sharifah alawiah is coming home today after a week holiday. yay! she's coming home. i miss her. haha. haha. When she's not here i'm kinda alone. no one to talk with. the most important is no one to gossip with. haha. she's my gg partner. :)

i don't know why but Malaysia is getting hotter each day and i hate it a lot. i know its global warming but why is it duper hot here? sometimes, it even reaches 40 degreee.

-_________-

MOTHER

2009-12-12T15:32:00.007+08:00

MOTHER. everyone has a mother. and so as me. my mom is a great woman. she cares a lot about me. she is the one to makesure i'll be someone in future. i'm never a good daughter. there are a lot of stuff where my mom and i are not agree with. my mom always wanted me to have the best in everyhting whether school, food, friends. everything. she wants me to get the best. but sometimes i cant get the best because i'm not the best. i'm just sarah. i'm never a daughter my mom always hope i am. i do stuff and follow my so-immature-way-of-thinking. and that's the main reason why there's always arguement between me and my mom. and when i'm not like the daughter she wants me to be. she pissed off of course and see, i think i broke her heart. i still remember when i was 12 and had the upsr thing. she is the one to look after my studies, buy books and teach me of course. but me i took it for granted, mom wanted me to get all A'S so that i can go to boarding schoool and get all the genius freaks friends. but i got 4 a's only. so i wont be able to go to the kind of genius freaks schoool. but my mom she still wants me to go to good school. so finally, i went to SBU. sbu is a good school with smart students. but my so-immature way-of-thinking drove me crazily. there are a lot of things i do that break my mom's heart. i'm sorrry mama. as i grow up, and become more mature i started to realize all the things i have never realize before. and when i'm 15 my one and only resolution is to be better than i was. and i work hard to make sure i can get good grades so that i can make my mom happy again. and and my results are okay. and i hope my mom to be happy. and yeah now i'm waiting for pmr results. if i dont score all a's, once again i broke my mom's heart. and from the first i knew i wasn't a good daughter. i'm sorrrrry. i'm just a 15 year old girl. teenager. who sometimes do the wrong things. i do change. but my mom can't see. or maybe she won't see it anymore coz i broke her heart's so many times. and i want to thank my mom fr every single thing she did to me. everything. and i love her. because i'm nothing without her.

i love you mama.

HAPPY LIFE TIPS

2009-12-11T16:08:00.012+08:00

life is as we make it. so, lets make it right. it's the only way we will enjoy it. pick up some useful tips and let they become your habits.

HAPPY LIFE TIPS

-. in the morning when you wake up complete the following statement. :

"My purpose is to _______________ today".

-sit in silence for 10 mins each day.

- Every day take a half hour walk and while walking smile and think all the good things life has offer.

- Every day try to make at least 3 people smile.

- Spend more time with people under the age of 6 and above 70.

-Live with the 3 E's. : Energy Ethusiasm Empathy.

-3 F's: Faith Family Friends.

-Dream more while you awake.

-Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn and pass all your tests. Problems are the simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade way life algebra class, but a lesson that you learn will last a lifetime.

-Smile and laugh more. It will keep the energy vampires away.

-Life isn't fair but it still good.

-Life is to short to waste time hating anyone

-You don't have to win every arguements. Agree all disagreements.

-Dont take yourself so serious. No one else does.

-Make peace with your past so it won't mess up the present.

-Forgive everyone for everything.

-What other people think of you is none of your bussiness.

-However good or bad situation is, it will change.

-Time will heal everything so give time time.

-Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful and joyful.

-No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

-Do the right thing

-Call your loved one often.

-Remember you are too blessed to be stressed.

-Each night before you sleep, complete the following statement:

"I am grateful because _____________"

well my life isn't that happy but no matter what i have to make it happy because i'm in charge to make my life happy. no one else in charge except me. though life seems so hard. try to be strong.
and keep saying to yourself i love my life eventhough u dont sometimes. well, i always search for good life tips but this one is reallly good. all those good tips are not from me. i adapted them from somewhere else. haha. but i would like to share it. :))

tooooodles. :D

OTAK LEMBU

2009-12-08T22:44:00.008+08:00

i'm happy again. well of course. i spent some QUALITY times with my dear gemok DIRA. well to be exact Nik Nadhirah Farhana. mannn, i misss her. the last time we met was few days before i went to the ACLP thing. and she changed in size, she's gettin fatter, eheh. no she's not. well no matter how fat she is she's still beautiful because she is originallly prettty. even without make ups. :P and we met at my ustazah's place. makan2 over there. i did'nt expect she's going to be there. :) well of course talk a lot about everything. and all the latest gossip. i miss u bestfrend. :)

my ustazah is really gooooood at coooking. and there was this one dish. otak lembu. can u believe it? otak lembu masak ape tah. but the kuah was yellow. haha. and i was like why not give a try for that otak lembu. haha. it is very small. and lembik semcam. first like. shd i try or not. haha. people dun cook this otak lembu right? so so so so finally i tried that otak lembu. eating that otak lembu reminds me of a tv programme. do u know fooood bazar? haha. i love to watch that. the programmme is about eating freakkky fooods. :D hahaha. 5 stars! go eat otak lembu. haha.

-I read a fact in a magazine. the size of a cow's brain is the same as his eye ball.. freakingg small.

i missss my girlfrendsssssssss.

NYNA

DIRA

LIZA

SHA

toooooodles. :D

2009-12-07T20:45:00.010+08:00

blogggggggg

it was awesome meeting back with two my goooooooooood friends. mea and zeika. after a year mannn. :) mea, the cbn-er got bunch of stories to tell me. well when we talk its like unstoppable and so as zeika. we do stupid stuffffs. :) which is awesome but can be considered as naughty. no not naughtyyyy. hahaha. :) so yeah i'm not that bored anymore. but the most is i dont have to be all day long with the girl who crushes my brother since last year. i dont mind if she wants to like crush love or whatever but just dont over doing it. annoyed me a lot girl. and she was like so into my brother. huh. sarah boleh tak print kan gambar adik awak? like huh? go and do it by yourself and keep it secretly. u should'nt let me know. and she said. kita dah ada tiga gambar adik awak, kita nak awak print yang default ehh? huh. ewww. and urggghh. there was one day where my brother has to sit at the front and god she was freaking excited. one thing i dont get it, why is she crushing my brother? let me describe my brother in a word UGLY. he's not hot at all where he got pimples and acnes all over his face. and his voice is like a singing crow. or maybe raven. and ewww.

the was-pmr-candicates spreaded rumors telling pmr result will be announce on the 20th of nov. hey no! its on 28th! but seriously i feeeeeeel sick thinking the incoming result. though i've tried my best but yeah of course i'm scared fr not getting all A's. :/ some people said pmr result is like nothing. but spm is the future. but pmr result can be said as a ticket for the lower secondary people to go to boarding school. kinda a better place to study. i'm not telling u my current school is not good. its just i want to go to a new place and live in a new environment and experiencing a better wayyy of study. when we go to boarding schoool, we'll meeet people who are better than us, forsure, and of course we'll try to be better than that. like my teacher used to say, persaingan sihat. something like that. because for me, form 4 is not known as a honeymooon year where u dun really want to concentrate on ur studies. form 4 is the basic. if i cant get used to all the form 4 thing how am i going to face my form 5. and form 5 there come spm. the future. so during form 4 gotta do my best so that i can get what i want. but i scared for not gettting it. huh.

doakan lah for pmr saya. :D

and and sadly loya is going tomorrrrrow. good bye and take care. :) come back safely. :) and bg aku hadiah plg penting! hahahahaha. kidding. :D may u have fun over therrrre. :P

awak ni kann, saya gerammm betul. saya off awak onn saya onn awak off. haisyhh =___=

the wannabes

wannabe is a person who is trying to be somebody else because they think theirselves are not good and they fake everything about them so that people think they cool.

-when they discovered new current cool words like 'brb' or 'pfthhh' or anything, they keep using it over and over again so that people know the are quite coool because the know that kind of word.

-when they knew about hot artists or like the latest one they act like 'i love him' actully,they like that artist because everyone likes him. whereas they dont reallly know. i can seeee the wannabes of justin bieber's fan. i hate justin bieber! i dont get why people are into him.

-some wannabe in malaysia they dont know how to speak english but they act like they are so good in english. frankly, they speak broken english. fr example 'u makes me hate u'.

DONT BE A WANNABE. BETTER BE YOURSELF BECAUSE PEOPLE WILL LOOK THE INNER PART OF YOU. :D

bye. :)

2009-12-02T20:16:00.003+08:00

Its my second day here. trust me, I just realized that this programme gave me a peace deep deep in mind and heart. The peace where i've been looking lately.I'm feeling more down each day. So yeah, someone should serenade DOWN song by Jay sean to me. Baby are you down down down. but this time change it to sarah are you down down down. yeaaaaaa, i'm down.

Do u know what it's like the down feeeling? It's the feeling where u feel u just don't belong somewhere u belong to. And keep telling to urself i don't belong here and worst i'm not meant to be here. and u'll also feel hopeless and life seems to be so meaningless thought u got billion of frends and trillion of boyfrienddsss. :P Everything seem so wrong and u know what. this is when u'll be looking for peace. and to find peace u have to turn to ur one and only creator. . dun get me wrong i'm not being poyo2 bajet alim typo. but yeah this is what i've been told.

and i dun really get why am i feeling this way. this is freak. Its just really hard for me to explain what is playing over and over again in my head. and at this time i really need someone for me to talk to cry on and the most important to tell me gooooood words. but yeah sadly, i still never meet the someone. well a few. loya nina liza dira. but u know the person i thought could be the other someone will never be that someone.

Or is it me, making a mountain in a mole hill? nah nah. i'm pretty sure i'm not. but everything is gettin worst. but yeah what i'm facing these days are not as bad as those days in 2008. 2008 has gone. it was a nightmare. :/ and i tried to change for a better one. and i made it. :D yet still there peeeps said she's still the same. i know myself better.

That that that song. i like it. hopelessly devoted to you. my fav part is but now there's nowhere to hide since u pushed my love aside i'm out of my way hopelessly devoted to you. soon i'll be listening that song day and night. wile mending a broken heart. think so. everything is gettin less and less. :/

aku rindu 3 w.

tata :(

2009-12-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

heyy hello. i'm here. hehe. yeah currently i'm allowed to use back all this internet thing. well seriously to be honest i miss my dear blackie blogg. awww :( and yeah so this is my first day. first day experiencing something gooooood for the inner part of me. and yeah kita perlu buat ape yang kita tak suka supaya kita dapat menjadi lebih baik? kan kan? hehe. terror aku cakap bm. haha. well seriouslyy mann i'm kinda freak out when i think about the incoming pmr resultsssss. weyy but u know bahasa melayu aku takut. u knoww i'm not that goood. tu lah. sape suroh read less bahasa melayu buku? ni lah budak2 zaman sekarang. utamakan englishh ape nak jadi? fer example my cutest classmate, peah. she speakssss english. mak aii slangg minah salleh. haha. weyy peah utamakan bm la. heh. well i'm doing the same. :/ mengarott. like i'm doing it.

its holidayyy. eh sarah the whole malaysia tau sayang oii? haha. okayyy. so hows ur holiday so far peeeps? i'm suffering. pfth. i'm not suppose to say that. ni kire okayy i can syrf the internet. heh. i know i'm such an ungrateful one. orang miskin buat ape cuti nie? think think. :/ loya loya aku rindu ko aa kurus! sweiouslyy mann. lepas ni harapan la enn ko nak jumpe aku? ye lah aku bz. ko nak balik indon. eh no. hoilday kat indon. hehe. :D nant kte swin same2 lagi. hahaha. ketat2. bodohhh. haha

lets have some fun thiss. errrr. boring.

bella luna. hey hey. just now there was a girl. she was listening to her phone. a malay song. but i dun know that song. that song seems so nice but yeah sadly i dunno the tittlllle. then, i asked her whats the title, and she said khatimah cinta. i think so. what is actly khatimah cinta? kalimah kott. whatevr it is. she told me it was khatimah cinta. aku bodoh and seriously out dated for not knowing malay songs. pathetic. :/ heh.

bye.

gedikkkk! aku rindu ko. sape yg gedik die aa. haha

muah muah hahahahaha

2009-11-30T12:45:00.004+08:00

hey hey hello human. and here i am trying to face all these dark days passing by. yeah these are all the consequences i gotta face no matter what. and yeah my feet gottta be really stronggg to make sure i'm fine standing on this bigggie world. do u know that song i'm a big big girl in a big big world is not a big big thing if u leave me. that song kinda inspired me but the song inspired me the most is i will survive. goshhhh, the person who composed that song was a geniusss. :P

we cant really hope fr someone else to be our shoulder to cry on becus not everyone is a good shoulder. like me i used to have a happy life but yeah now i'm not at the top so obviously i need a shoulder to cry on? but how would u feel if someone u always thought the greatest shoulder after all was'nt the greatest one? and yeah thats how i felt. but yeah he does'nt has to be the greatest shoulder for me to love him becus no matter what i'll love u mannnnnn. :P at leasttt aku ade loyaaa. wahaha. kene be grateful. at least loya slalu angkat hp kalau aku nangissss. :( hahahaha. but yeah i'm showing my appreciation to all my friends. nina liza dira sha. for all your supportsssss. :P and kepada tupai jugak. hahaha :/

i stole this tag from loya's blog :P

1.Do you need him/her to be good looking?
-a must. pointed nose pretty teeth. :P hidungggg. :P

2. Smart ?
-depends.

3. Preferred age?
-3 years older. kalau same age pun okayyy. haha

4. Preferred height ?
-170 cm plusssss. but yeah gotta be taller than me. even kalau aku pakai heels. haha

5. How about sense of humor?
-perlu perlu. aku tak suke laki yg that serius . pandai buat lawak.

6. How about piercings?
-tak nakkkkkkk! memang aku bunuh die. pierce2 nie.

7. Accepts you for who you are ?
- yes. if he cant accept my worst then he does'nt deserve my best.

8. Pink hair?
-noooooooo!

9. Mushy or no?
-kinda

10. Thin or fat?
-kurus kurus. muscular and fat are no no.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
-white or brown. sedap mata memandang

12. Long hair or short hair?
-short hair. :P

13. Plastic or metal?
-the combination of plastic and metal.

14.Smells good?
-yesssssssss. :P

15. Smoker?
-jgn ckp smoker. shisha pun aku tak nak. haha. :p but shisha acceptable.

16. Drinker?
- tak nakkkkkkk!

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
- huh?

18. Musically inclined?
- yess. coz i love music.

19. Plays piano?
- okayyy. but i prefer guitarist. mcm jason mrazzzz :P

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- yes like my current husband jason mrazzzz.

21. Plays violin?
-hmmm. dun care.

22. Sings very good?
- i like it but not a must.

23. Vain?
- yes yes mcm farhan. haha

24. With glasses?
-yes yes. eh no. joke joke. nina loves guys with glasses.

25. With braces?
-braces? 24 and 25 ques ni mcm refers to someone. haha

26. Shy type?
- ??? depends.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- accepting him for who he is.

28. Active or passive?
- in the middle.

29. Tight or bomb?
- in the middle,

30. Singer or dancer?
- singer. tak nak dancer. ;p

31. Stunner?
- oh tak sukaa. menyampahhhhh.

32. Hiphop?
- hahahah. no.

33. Earrings?
- haram. HAHA!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
- no need

35. Dimples?
-suke suke. mcm farhan haha :)

36. Bookworm?
- yes! :))

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
-message je lah. ape barang letter.

38. Playful?
- hahahaha. :P

39. Flirt?
-tak nakkkkkkkkkkkk!

40. Poem writer?
-not bad. :)

41. Serious?
- not too serious,

42. Campus crush?
-hahahaha. :P yeah experiencing it.

43. Painter?
- love too.

44. Religious?
- perlu perlu untuk membimbing diri aku. whaha.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
-hmmm. dosa. tp hahaha. same like me.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- okay. i would love to. :)

47. Speaks 20 languages?
- tak payah. 2 language cukup.

48. Loyal or faithful?
- bothhhhhh!

49. good kisser ?
-haha. what kind of ques is this?

50. loves children ?
- a must. nant kalau kawenn mcm mane ha? haha

thanksss fr the tag.

i miss ACLP peoplee. :) misss u people lots and lots. :)

2009-11-10T07:17:00.005+08:00

Goooooddd Morninggg. heyy its 7.20 in the morningg and i am here updating my black blogg. :) haha. yeaaa i made it! i woke up 6.30. shower then bla bla. and finally i'm here. nooe mannn i'm going tomorrow. well to make it official, i'm going tonight. because yeaa tonight i got stuff to buy then my dad decided to send me to my aunt's place. okeh la kat rumah nenek aku because yeah my nenek live with my aunt. so yeahhh boleh jumpe nenek aku. haha :P and the greatest thing is i can sleep at my grandma's bed mannn like i used to do :P so bye humannnn. i knw u gonna miss me. mak aiii perasannnnye aku. haha. well biase lah tu. :)

heyyy today is my last day going to school :) nooo its not a happy smiley it suppose to be a sad cute smiley like me :( ritttte? and yeahhh so bye bye smk wm2. well im not sure if i'll be studying nxt year in the same schoool. a very sad day mann. and a big wave from me to all the teachers, pak cik mak cik kantin, the guards and of course to all my beautiful and handsome friends including puteri and kila. :P hahaha. i'm so meannn. and seriously its a sad bye bye from me to everyone. though i hate puteri but yeah i'm still sad. i'll never see again her compact powdered face. hahahaha :) and no, u knw what? like lots of memories we've been creating there. :) yeahh and most of them are goood memories . yeah the memories when i think i'll laugh. :) yeahh smk wm2 is also a place where i found my true friends. those friends where i dun have to be super hot to be part with them. those friends who love me because of i am me. and the most important, we are not backstabbing each other. though wangsa maju 2 name is not as hot as wangsa maju 5, or melawati high or even seri bintang but yeahhh wangsa maju is still wangsa maju and there is no such school in the whole world like wangsa maju. :P haha. cehh. since when i am so in love with wangsa maju 2 nie. well actually to be honest i am fallling for wangsa maju 2. :P okeh yeah, semoge wnagsa maju 2 's name akan terus maju. haha :P and yeah i am actully trying to, by getting good result i hope boleh majukan wangsa maju 2. but u knw when it somes to koko. haha. i do nothing :P

and yeahh i'm going to school. later lahh. with my dad. he's jogging. yeahh good my dad is practicing a healthy life style. thats why i'm kinda that too. :P haha. yeah i mean i always try to avoid those carcinogenic food. yeahhh . i mean itt. :p its better to prevent than cure kann? and yeahh i think i'm doing the rite thingg. yeahhh a right thinggg. go sarah! haha :P and u knw u gotta eat to eat more veges. even me i seldomly eat veges. haha. yeahhh but now, i'm trying to eat more veges and fishhh to :)

and and ehhh this posttt is getttin longer mann. yeahh shd be a long post u knw because later ten days i'm goinggg. and when i got back no school anymore so i'm doing nothing. huh. gaining my weight je lah. i thinks. haha. yeah but saya nak tengok new moooon mannn. :) well i'm not really a big fan of the twillight series but yeah i am enjoying it. :P u knw whattt. nothinggg. :)

heyyy i knw how to do the love logo. haha. finallly mannn. i keep thinking . whats the code rupenye. as eassyyy as ABC. hahah. yea i knw i'm kinda out dated. :P

so yeahhhh bye bye.

B-Y-E

2009-11-08T15:45:00.004+08:00

its a hot sunday afternooon. tomorrow its mondayyy. no! well everyone hates monday right? but fer me the greatest day in the week is saturday. :) yeaaaa. dun u guys just love saturdayyyy? :) and later i'm going somewhere, i need some fresh air for me to breath. i neeeed to release my tension. :P haha. i'm not tension but you knw i'm not really in a good mooood. i need to do some kind of stuff that make me move and sweatt. :)

errr... i just called my friend loya and i lied her about sumthing but then i confessed that it was just a lie. but you knw, when i was talking about the whole lying thing she was like 'jahatnye ko sarah' haha. and repeating it over and over again. i was kidding. yeaa, but if she wants me to prove i can :P. she was like 'kesian die'. haha. heyy i'm not that mean. :( haha. i was kidding. i wont do that. yea i wont . i mean it. girl, i wont do that and never. err, u knw how much i love that person. haha. sumpah gayy. haha. yeaa, u knw i'm a one loyal fellla. :P yea, always. ehh aku syg doe kat die. :) yeaaa, so true.

facebooook besst. haha. yea moreover all the social interview thinggg. haha. :P i just love it. u knw .answering stupid questions about your friend. :P haha. and about yourself too. :) hahaha.

tata. :P

2009-11-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

HELLO

it's raininggggg. and i love rainnny night. when you sleep on a rainy night its like heaven mannn. haha. and yeah i'm so bored. can anyone take me to the moon becus i'm bored on earth. dun ya feel bored living on this earth. eh eh eh no i'm kidding i wanna always be on earth. what for going to moon. there's no internet. haha. so i cant facebook-ing. seriouslyyyyyyy i'm bored. i duunooo what to do.

i just got back from melaka trip and yeah it was great. but not so great. i dunno. i rated the trip, 5 stars out of 10 stars. you knw when you go to melaka place you'll be visiting of course that stadhuys buliding, and that big a famosa and the ship. bla bla. thats all. and the weather was like freakingg hot. seriously kl pun tak panas mcm tue kott. haha. :P haih. but when night, sejuk. the place we stayed is near to the beach so when night you can feeeel the angin laut you know and i really like it. that's what i like the most. and when night my bed is next to the window and the windows are not close so yeahhh feeel it. :P kalau dalam about 3 4 in the morning lagi bestt. :P and when you are on the phone. its like so fantasticcc. :) and thats all i remember bout melaka the historical city :)

and next weeek i'm going awayyy again for 10 DAYS!! 10 days. lamenye. i got this programmme. so yeah. bye. :) i'm gonna miss faceboook. :P haha. a lot and a lot. heh. :) and bye bye. i'm doing awayyyy. :P

i'm not goooood, so not.

-___________________________-

tata :)

SUNDAYYY

2009-11-01T14:56:00.003+08:00

esok Melaka yaww. HAHA. saya sangat gembira. kwn saya ckp suroh saya tulis lg byk bm sebab saya orang melayu. hbs tu, orang melayu tak boleh tulis english ke? suke hati saya lah. tapi sekarang saya memang sedang berusaha untuk menulis lebih banyak bm. but still saya akan tulis lebih banyak english. kenapa saya ni teruk sangat. haha. suke hati anda la nak judge saya macam mane sebab as long as saya gembira, saya tak kisah. :P saya sangat boring sekarang nie. saya tunggu kwn baik saya on ym tapi die masih belum on. knp agaknya ye? takpe takpe saya masih menunggu. heyy Melaka. tak sabar lah. ye la dah lame kott saya tak melencong sane sini dengan kawan kawan saya yang cantik dan manis nie.

sekarang ialah hari Ahad yang mendung. saya nak tidur. ZZZ.. and saya memang patut tidur. :P tapi saya masih di sini meng-update blog saya. :P saya rase susah sangat nak tutup computer nie. hidup ni sebenarnya perjuanagan kan. saya bace dekat blog hanis zalikha. wait wait. siape kenal hanis zalikha. saya kenal die through majalah remix. :P die model yang tinggi dan lawa. dan die mempunyai kehidupan yang sangat sempurna dan saya sangat jeles sebab saya tak pernah tengok orang yang mempunyai kehidupan sesempurna die. ehh saya da tulis 2 perennggan bm. :P bagus2 . ini improvement.

my dear small cousin sofia got blog. omg mann. she's 10 and now she's blogging. she's too young. what stuff kids write in blog huh? :P well kids got their own life too. right? when i wa 10 i know nothing about this whole blog thing. i started blogging when i was 14. yeah since november last year. i love to read peep's blog. yeah kinda stalking stuff. :P i wanted to have blog when i was 18 but i got blog 4 years earlier .:) P-O-Y-O . heyy i got two blogs. but yeah the other one is a private blog :P only me and no one else can read. :) this one make it public. i dun like people who cuss in their blog. hate it. but whatever their life and their stuff. err seriously myspace boring. yeah boring since i deleted all those friends. what friends for kalau tak tegur pun on myspace.? sekarang my friends left like 200 ++.

okayyy tata. :P

GLOBAL WARMING.

kwn saya ckp semalam ade orang dewasa tu suke bace blog saye lepastu judge saya tak tentu pasal. ehh. menyampah aku. kalau setakat nak stalk stalk and know nothing about my whole awesome life get lost lah. :P

go and get a life. if you hate me and know nothing bout me , then what fr do you read. oh yeah i knw so then on the next day you can spread rumors kan? duhh. you are pathethic. :( get lost woman.

tatata. :P

BAHASA MELAYU

2009-10-30T17:10:00.004+08:00

HELLO.

saya mendapat tag daripada Nik Nazifah Fatini. terima kasih. Oleh itu, saya akan menulis bahasa melayu. Semakin saya membesar, saya berasa saya perlu memartabatkan bahasa melayu kerana bahasa melayu ialah bahasa ibunda kita.

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :

seorang manusia yang tidak berperikemanusiaan tetapi romantik

2. Saya sedang mendengar:

careless whisper : george michael

3. Mungkin saya patut:

menulis lebih banyak bahasa melayu dari bahasa inggeris.

4. Saya suka:

bile dia panggil saya sayangggg :)

5. sahabat-sahabat baik saya:

nur amanina azimi

nik nadhirah farhana hani salman

nur haliza suhaimi

nur shasha fatihah efendi

6. Saya tak faham:

kenapa saya tak boleh paste dekat blog saya. saya terpaksa menulis satu per satu.

7. Saya kehilangan:

getah rambut hitam putih saya, yang saya telah berjanji untuk membawanya ke New Zealand beberapa tahun akan datang. getah milik Madihah.

8. Ramai yang berkata:

science susah walaupun pada hakikatnya science sangat menyeronokkan

9. makna nama saya:

siti sarah? sarah maksudnya kegembiraan. tapi kalau sara kaya. haha :P

10. cinta itu adalah:

saya tidak mempercayai cinta kerana saya tidak pernah mengalaminya atau mungkin saya pernah mengalaminya tanpa saya sedari. masa akan memberitahu apa itu cinta.

11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang:

mengingati kisah silamnya lalu memikirkan apa yang akan terjadi seterusnya.

12. Saya akan cuba menjadi:

seorang pakar jantung yang beriman dan berjaya pada masa akan datang.

13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud:

forever.

14. Telefon bimbit saya:

Di sebelah saya, saya menunggunya untuk vibrate memberitahu ada mesej.

15. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur:

saya akan melihat telefin bimbit saya.

16. Saya paling meluat apabila:

Orang melepaskan geramnya kepada orang lain kepada saya. Saya tak tahan.

17. Pesta atau Parti adalah:

tempat untuk meningkatkan tahap sosialiti seseorang bersama teman.

18. Haiwan yang paling comel yang pernah saya temui ialah:

anak beruang. saya tengok dalam TV je. haha

19. Peringkat umur paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah:

sekarang sebab saya belajar banyak sangat benda.

20. Hari ini:

saya okayyyy.

21. Malam ini saya akan:

call orang yang saya sayanng. :p

22. Esok pula saya akan:

Melayari Internet.

23. Saya betul-betul inginkan:

Kejayaan dalam hidup pada masa akan datang :)

24. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pada pagi ini:

ada satu jerawat baru. haha. ehh dua.

25. Pusat membel-belah atau arked permainan:

Arked permainan la. boleh berseronok!

26. Makanan Barat atau Jepun:

Barat kott. saya tak kisah mana mana pun.

27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap:

Terang sebab saya takut gelap.

28. Makanan segera adalah:

Fast food macam Mc D yang saya suka tu.

29. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan kepada seseorang:

Ini adalah post pertama Bahasa Melayu saya. dan saya akan tulis lebih banyak bahasa Melayu selepas ini.

30. Siapa yang anda mahu Tag?

Siapa siapa yang nak, cakap.

Ini adalah pertama kali saya menulis Bahasa Melayu secara keseluruhannya dan saya sangat gembira. :)

Bye :)

2009-10-25T21:35:00.004+08:00

heyyo. :)

so so so how are youu? hey today is sunday. and yeah tomorrow is monday. just another minute monday, i wish it is sunday. well, supposely today i've planned to go to open houses and yeah tht new big mall. wangsa walk mall. but then i really have to go to my granma's house. so yeah i have to go becus it's beeeen quite a long time tak jumpe nenek aku. nun jauh sane di shah alam. and went to visit my bro kat asrama. but i did'nt i was sleeeping. so my mom left me. haha. u knw what my grnma's bed is like the most comfortable bed ever. i cant resist that bed. and trust me when you sleeep there its like heaven. haha. and stuck bored there. message org tuh die pulak tak reply. haha. so that's how was my boring sunday. the end of my day story. :D

eh oh knw tomorrrrrooowww schooooool!

now now now i dunno why but i feeel like about my dream guy:

goood looking. haha. no i mean everyone wants a goood looking partner. rite? well dun say no. becus i knw u want a good looking partner. haha. well me, i want a guy with a pointed nose and prettttty teeeth. and not that fair and not that dark. that's all

next, body. i dun want the body builder one, haha. never. my bestfriend likes guy with lots of muscle but not me. i want the stick thin type. haha. nice kan? but not like reallly thin like those people yg tak cukup makan kat africa. haha. kurus sahaja. that's all. haha. mengarutt je. but my dear bestie said the stick thin like i want to peluk tak bestt. haha.hugging or not i dunno. anyways, you'll feeeeel good when you hug ur loved one whether fat thin muscular stick thin. haha.

then, of course u knw,hmm. the sweeeet one. whatever it is, my boyfriend has to be sweet. u knw why? becus i'm not sweeet so if he's not sweet and i'm not sweet so the relationship won't work and yeah i'm grateful my current lover is a sweeeet. so sweet mannn. haha. and yeah u knw loyal. becus loyalty is the best loyalty. eh eh no honesty is the best policy but somehow loyalty is the best policy too. kan? and yeah all the good manners. dun tell me u wanna date the bad typo typo. haha. and finally, never fr a SMOKER. ewwww.

and and byk lagi. haha. but i shd'nt write cus its like more into husband idaman. haha. okay.

ASHRAF MUSLIM

He's one of my dream guy. haha. and yeah he's handsome. hidung mancung gigi lawa kurus. he's good too. becus we rarely hear bad rumors bout this this hot dude! and he's an ambitious too. he owns a farm. anak mude sekarang nie tak nak buat all the kerja kampung mcm ashraf muslim. and and be like him if you wanna date me. i'm dying for him. haha. noe i'm not but maybe. i was. when i was form 2 i was like so obsessed with him but now i knw there's no such thing sarah is marrying ashraff muslim. haha. that's tooo far beyond my imagination. he did'nt even knw me. whatevr it is iloveyouuu ashraf muslim. :)

tootles. :D

FUTURE

2009-10-20T11:15:00.017+08:00

in future......

i'm dr. sarah. i'm 27 years old. yeah i'm a super cardiologist from Medical School Otago University New Zealand. i'm currently working at IJN. i work with the goverment. i love my patients. my daily routine starts at 8.00 a.m in the morning and end like 5.00 pm. haha. so drive all the wayyy back to my home sweet home, Kampung Warisan, Setiawangsa. which is next to Seri Maya. my dear Dr. Nyna live there. yeah she's a paeditrician. and work at HUKM. iloveyouubestie.

and now i'm 28. i'm married. with the one i love. well, one thing forsure it's not jason mrazzzz. haha. well never. my pengapit is my bestfrend. and the theme of my weddddinggg is alll white. coz i loveee white as a pure love color. awwww, :D noe gayssss.

and now i'm 35. i'm blessssed with 4 kids. one girl three boyss. haha. yeah got twin sons. haha . i got cute babies. i send them to schooool everyday and take them out every weekend. :D

and now 50 i'm working with World Health Organization. HAHA i'm replacing Margaret Chan. you the young people i dun think so u knw who is margaret chan. well she is WHO current presidenr if i'm not mistaken. and yeah do you knw dr. jamilah? she was Mercy Malaysia president. and currently she is working with the humanity organization. and yeaa she is my idol. so yeahhh.

meet dr. jamilah. she was the president of mercy malaysia. and i like her a lot.

well this is margaret chan. and i'll replace her one day. haha

hahaha. i've beeen too farrr from my imagination. well, thats my biggie dreamsss in such a small head. i shouldnt think that far whereas my PMR pun tak lepas lagi. but yeah tht's me and deal with it. i think a lot about the future. other girls may think bout their holy love life but me more into being a doctor and the New Zealand thangggg* lets give some slang over there. thanngg. and thats all. you knw when you keep thinking about what u have always wanted and try to achieve them that's what we call law of attraction. hahaha

and yeahhh what else? tomorroe school. and i hate it. hate early nesss. haha. better be on my bed and sleeeeeep all day long. and tomorrow gotta return all the text books and i lost my math text book. where the plce on earth i put it. i can't remember. haha. yea totally. and that book cost like 20 bucks sumthing. gotta use my own money since this is my mistake for not taking good care enough fr my booooks. not boooks just one thick math boook. and see al the pretty wacko faces. haha. and yeah school i'm coming.

toodles.

2009-10-19T11:41:00.004+08:00

a big big big happy smile i'm giving to everyone today.

yesterday was horrible. seriously. i was facing FOUR major probs. and i'm stucked in my own head without finding the way out. feeeeels like wanna scream! yeah. mann. i need some space. i dun want all these stufffs stuck in my head. well then to make it better. i shower for like 3 times yesterdayy. yeah trust me you can release your stress by showering. trust me. yeah then. there was like a big fight with me and this one dude. yeah name is not suppose to be tell. it was like the second major fight between me and him. he started to sayy all those unsuppose things to me. whereas he know nothing. since he moved on to another place. he knw nothing. i was like so stupidd. when i called him to settle down all these craps and i started to cry. yeah. i knw. dun have to mention. it was a very stupid mistake. and and and finally we end up like being friends again. yeah he sent me a voice mail singing maafkan kami. haha. yeah that thought me a lot and so as him. so hopefully there is no third major fight with and this dude. haha. :D

so one thing has been settle down.

there is another friend. haha. yeah friend. wellllll he did'nt txt me fr a quite longggg time becus sumthng i dun knw bt i'm wrong. haha. or he is wrong. for being wayyy paranoid ! yeah my dear paranoia friend. hahaha. sorry2. well. i dun think so he'll be reading my blog again becus i dun want him to. haha. and i'm sure he wont but there is possibilities he will. he read or not, its okay with me. and and yeah yesterday evening i txted him becus i miss him. hahahahahaha. yeah i want to knw whats wrong with him. haha. yeah yeah and finally it's fine. betweeen me and him. haha. yeah back again he's okay. well. :)

so another one thing has been settle down.

another one is about that guy i crush a lot. yeah. haha. but like a friend said 'he's using you sarahh , cant you see?' well if he is then am i suppose to do. right? he's not mine. and i'm not his. and i dunno how many time i have been repeating this thing over and over again. i never hope fr more. it's enough to be a friend. he reply my comment pun da ckp bgs. hahaha. i dun deserve him. he deserve to be with the hotties. haha. and yeah nt me. haha. well i shd stop crapping then. and yeah all my lovers : nynadiraliza. thx fr the support. haha. and especially to nyna. , we talked a lot yea bout this emotional distraction love thing. haha. and liza , thx fr hearing the words tak layak over and over again and diraaa tue for dgr aku menggedik. haha. anyway put of topic. haha. and yeah there you go, i'm goinggg. haha. :)

this is an unsettle matter but i dun care that much about this hollla matter.

and and the other one is girl's nature stuff or whtever you hoolies might call it. haha

and now everything is in order. i mean is happening as i want to. yea better to appreciate what we have. yea i appreciate my friends. a lot. we want to go out today but yeah so liza is not going so nik is not going and since nik is not going i'm not going and i'm not going nyna is not going. haha, going out without them is meaningless especially nyna. :D.she's my greatest evr. haha.

arghhh. i hate school, why should i go to school after pmr anyways? hahaha. u knw that song lyric.

'shush girl shuts ur lips do the hellen killer and talk with ur hips'

'sarah she came to me with a letter in hand

and my fav ever is

i got all my love to give i got all my life to live, i will survive'

so yeah then i'm tired of writing all these crappppssss, my dear quirky. haha.

someone asked me : do you own any cow around here. excuse me, do i look like farmer? haha. booyah, noe! haha. dun asked me tht kind of question.

i better get going. neeeeed my beauty sleeeep . haha. zzz. :)

PMR IS OVERRRRRR.

2009-10-14T20:22:00.014+08:00

HEYYYY YOU.

first of all, u people have to knw that PMR is over! the PMR word is not thatttt spooky like it used to be . haha. and i'm freeee! well, i just broke up with my form 3 books yesterday and i'm glad tht our relationship has come to the end. haha. so longgg, happy MERDEKA to all PMR candidates. i bet u guys are freakkking happy rite? goinng out. online 247. but dun forget around December. the end of DECEMBER. the RESULTS! dun u guys feel scared. when u knew what u did'nt reach ur targett? well, i shd stop talking about PMR. haha. gotta be cool.

1.00 pm. MERDEKA! SHOUT IT LOUD TILL your lungs get out. haha. pmr is so so over!

We went to J.J since it is the neares place to go. went there. makan makan makan. bes! makan besar u knw. haha. i bought one tudung finally. that tudung. a black one. walk walk and wlk. till around 6. tired. huh.

haha. SERIOUSLY SUME MUKE FREAK!. haha

smile gimme a big happy smile after PMR.

I LIKE THIS ONE!

nik's house! :D

spot me if you are tht smart. haha

A DAY AFTER PMR.

a day after pmr. seriously feelingggg so great. then around 10 sumthing MEET UP at the lrt with them. i saw the 3 A people. okay then. waited for liza nad dira. THEN went to mid. bowling. i striked once ! haha. not striked lah. left one. :D haha. then then went to KLCC. walk walk and walk. that's all yeah vain vain and vain. there was one time, i fell down mase bowling. hahaha. seriously malu gle. everyone was like staring and laughing at me. haha. meanyy people. well. i'm laughing at myself too for making such a stupid thing. haha. tht was my second time playing bowling. i'm so not good at it. well i shd play more often to be the next shalin zulkifli. haha. :D

HEY IT'S US !

look who's walking into ZARA. haha

sarah and diraaaa. :D

picture of the DAYYYY!

bowlinggg!

take a look at this one. awwww. :D

so thats my routine after PMR. well, i'm going out again this sat. :) lets have some fun. haha.

TATA :D

I MISS PMR. :( (Ewww. HAHA)

SATURDAY MORNING

2009-10-03T09:54:00.002+08:00

it's rainingggg outside. i can see the rain is showering the earth. and seriously i'm feeling sleepy wish i'm in my blanket now. haha. so plan of the day is going to my besty's open house and and my ustazah's open house too. but before that maybe going somewhre. nyna wants to but a card for her relrel. haha. good luck card i think. it's up to her. she is so so so into that relrel. since form 1. since the first day of school. she told me. haha. first sight love. okay nina. i get it, this your love story. u knw mine too. :)

seriously, i cant wait for the PMR to end. well, all the pmr candicates cant wait. i'm feeling great cause someone just gave me some boost last night. thanks to that person a.k.a the one i've been crushing on.haha. i never thought that he could be this nice. :) yeah, he's great ! :D yea, i better get going . got to do lots and lots of thing. hopefully this will be my last post before pmr. hopefully yea. :D

i knw i have changedddd.

PMR, HERE I COME DARLING ! :D

GRATEFUL

2009-09-26T17:20:00.010+08:00

This post is inspired by my secret keeper:

sharifah alawiah

I am grateful because I am sarah.

I am grateful because I am a muslim.

I am grateful because I can read Al- Quran well.

I am grateful because my parents love me.

I am grateful because my sister loves me.

I am grateful because my brother loves me.

I am grateful because my big family loves me.

I am grateful because my bestie is Amanina.

I am grateful because my besties are dudulizasha.

I am grateful because I am one of the 3 W.

I am grateful because loya keeps my dark secrets.

I am grateful because my results are okay.

I am grateful because I was born perfect physically.

I am grateful I am IT freak.

I am grateful I can speak 3 languages.

I am grateful because i know paan . :)

I am grateful my 5 senses can work very well.

I am grateful I am not deformed.

I am grateful I am obsessss with Jason Mraz.

I am grateful I am not fat.

I am grateful Azim always reply my comments.

I am grateful I have a handphone.

I am grateful I am happy.

I am grateful I live at Ukay Perdana.

I am grateful because 7 e is near my house.

I am grateful I am not that short.

I am grateful I can walk.

I am grateful I can eat anything i want.

I am grateful because my digestion process is fast.

I am grateful because I sit under the fan in class.

I am grateful I wear tudung.

I am grateful my pimples and acnes are decreasing.

I am grateful I can walk with high heels.

I am grateful I can do some chores.

I am grateful I am a Malaysian.

I am grateful because I got A for sejarah.

I am grateful I did'nt hate sejarah anymore.

I am grateful I'm not dark like the senandung sedayang.

I am grateful I am malay.

I am grateful I am 15.

I am grateful I'm not good at sports.

I am grateful I can play chess.

I am grateful my life is pretty awesome.

I am grateful I can smile everyday.

I am grateful I live in a city.

I am grateful I have my loved ones.

I am grateful because I'm not sick.

I am grateful because my besties are not backstabbers.

I am grateful I got eye lid.

I am grateful because I was born to be myself. :)

so, people be grateful with what u have. being grateful is a key to a happy life.

THE SECOND DAY OF RAYE

2009-09-21T20:14:00.004+08:00

Hello there.

It's the second day of raye. how fast time is passing by. huh. the first raye was quite fun but tiring. i woke around seven then mandi , all the perfumes thing. around 8 went to sembahyang raye at my dad's fav masjid. hihi. at home, mintak maaf from my parents first. hihi. after a year buat kesalahan. lol. went to my aunty's place. makan all those raye tradition food. rendang ketupat all al those food. sumpah sedap gle. but becus of scared i might gain weight makan sikit2 je lah. lepak lepak, kutip duit raye. duit raye on the first day masyuk lah jugak. haha.

today. went to my aunty's house on my dad side. nothing much. so boringgg. went back and sleeep like until 7. having fun is great and i love that. but seriously i feel guilty for not studying all time during this hari raye holiday. and and and i miss all of 3w people. i miss nyna dira liza and sha. all i can do is texting them. and i'm texting my friends 247. haha. 20th september just passed by. it's 2 years . 2 years. i'm still crushing him. haha. tomorrow is dira's annivessary with her kanda. haha. dira. selamat annivessary. haha.

tomorrow i got nothing to do so seems like i got a date with my books. and and and aku rindu my best secret keeper ever. sharifah alawiah syed esa. haha. she's like my secret book where i write all those unsuppose stuff in it. haha. so loya and aku can never fight or else all my secrets will be revealed and same goes as her i keep all her secrets too. but her secrets are not as dark as mine. mine is the darkest secret ever. haha. like so? haha.

everyone balik kampung but me? no kampung sadly. pathetic. raye sini pun okeh lah. i'm used to it. haha. mom's gombak and dad's shah alam. so nowhere to go. haha. anyway, i lovveeeee kl. i'm lovin' it. btw, this raye dun eat too much. haha. this goes to me too. krgkan all those high cholestrol foood. haha. if u scared of gaining ur weight then conrol ur diet. fat is no no ! not becus fat is 'not attractive' but fat is like mengundang penyakit.

i've been crushing since forever is azim.

end of story.

LOVEY DOVEY THING

2009-09-18T21:47:00.007+08:00

Hello God creations.

i'm so happy. freaking happy. u dunno what is like. haha. the moments i've been waiting for. i got this i got those. :) huhu. i keep asking myself if i'm dreaming. i called all my friends just to tell them how happy i am and super excited to ask them to to to. haha.and i'm sure they are happy for me too. after all this while. i'll keep thinking i've been hurt. haha. i'm totally wrong. i'm so so so so so so so happy. but behind all these happiness i knew there might something waiting for me. i mean for me to face to. and oh oh i'm happy for what had happened today and yesterday too :)

p/s: azim. u are cute. dudu ! :)

and and and

SELAMAT HARI RAYE AGAIN !

p/s: paan paranoid! haha

BYE :D

NO SCHOOL. AGAIN. :)

2009-09-17T09:32:00.003+08:00

Hello Human.

no school again for today. i'm feeling dizzy plus lazy and gloomy too. :( feeling hopeless. freak. i cant control this emotion feeling. this is what we call emotianal distraction. and now, i'm writing craps here, myspacing and layan all those gay songs. haha. seriously, i'm missing all the 3w people. aww. especially, yg close close tuh. waiting for the good good good people kat myspace. but tak on9 on9. the one and only, k mira. ajak anak syed esa dtg tp die tgh lyn korean movies. haih. nih sorg lg jiwengg. haha.

yesterday, went to ustazah rosyatimah's place. makan2. meet the niks.makan? okay. kenyang aku. all the time lepak lepak ngn nik nadhirah farhana . byla bubu . effa fufu. tuh je lah. then about ten blah. si byla ade lah snap few pics. nant upload ehh. okay.

Selamat Hari Raya to everyone :)

Maaf zahir dan batin.

Mom and Dad

Muhammad Nurlhaq

Siti Syahmina

Muhd Nurl Hakim

Muhd Nurl Hazim

Bibik Tetin

Big Families

Ustazah Rosyatimah

Pn. Norasah

Teacher Rafidah

Pn. Mastura

Teacher Nor Hanum

Pn. Norainon

Cik Shuhaibah

Pn. Norliza

Ustazah Asma

Nur Amanina

Nik Nadhirah Farhana

Nur Haliza

Nur Shasha Fatihah

Sophiah Atikah

Nur Fadhillah

Nur Nadhirah

Farah Shahirah

Puteri Heidi

Nur Shahida

Nur Izzatul Sahida

Wan Shakila Adiela

Shahira

Nur Ruzanna

Muhd Arif

Muhd Khairul Naim

Mas Faruqi

Muhd Haziq

Khalili

Muhd Syahril

Ahmad Mustaqim

Ahmad Farhan Hanis

Muhd Fazrul Faiz

Muhd Hadi

Muhd Ashraff

Muhd Hakimi

Ahmad Aizam Afifi

Muhd Danial

Muhd Naim

Sharifah Alawiah

Neighbours

and

others. which names are not listed. :)

bye. :D

JAPAN

2009-09-15T14:52:00.004+08:00

hey. a very goood afternoon.

first of all is NUR HALIZA BT. AHMAD SUHAIMI'S 15th bday. so long. happy incoming birthday bulus! haha. she is the one and only my bulu. haha. da tue da kwn aku sorg nih. haha. then, this friday will be amar's. ni pun da tue. amar which is someone.. haha. kinda my ex enemy. haha. few days ago was my ashraf muslim's bday. awww.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!

today is the day where the students from japan come to my beautiful and beloved school. wahaha. and then here the sepets come. hihi. their uniform. not that outwedgses. biase2. but those sepets girls are with skirts. my first impression was like the guys must be freakkinng hot. haha. with spike hairs. i was quite wrong. they are average looking guys. but looooooks doesnt matter. back to the topic, i was one of the chosen people. and we did some tukar2 hadiah. wee wee. that guy gave me smthng. and it is origami papers. eventhough i'm not good at making those origami thing. i'll keep it. i do appreciate it , mannn. and i was like the tour guide. take them for a walk around the school. lalu depan class aku: haha.and time's up the japanese gtg. so long sayonara ! but one word they keep saying is ATSUI which means hot. haha. :)

p/s: they are so not goood at english.

lepas da penat layan the sepets. as usual, got back into the class. then, since i'm the only one from my class which take part in this, my classmates were excited and wanting me to tell the my japan experience. wee hee. but before tht, mus ade bye2 this one girl tp aku plak kot yg prasan. haha. sorry lah aku tak npk. haha. ade sorg bdk nie, ckp aku pekak. haih. die la kot yg pekak. nasib baik si pekak tu tak tau pasal blog aku so he won't know. ckp aku pekak skali rupenye die pn same. haha.

p/s: oii bukak pose korek telinga lahhhh. pop ur ear waxes out, mannn!

then KH class, i was tired. and zzzz.. in the class. :) then we were given some desert sbb ngaji those days. ceh2. but i did. 3 pages. but then tetido. huhu. desert sdp doh. :)

sometimes u never realize how much a person means to u until u lose tht person. :)

HEY. HELLO AGAIN.

2009-09-11T21:57:00.002+08:00

heyyy human .

it's been like a decade i did'nt update my blog. padahal it was only like 2 months and half. i think. but i do update my secret my blog. the one and only person that is invited to read it is me, myself and i. anyway, PMR is jus like 25 days more. i know all the pmr candicates are strugling. strugling lah sgt korg. haha. trial has just passed and alhamdulilah my grades are as good as i hope. u dun have the right to know it.

hey i smell so good right now. haha. i know its pretty freak writing about body odour. but it is just once in a while.

i'm happy really happy since this is the fasting month. so no setan setan or those jins. haha. but i think maybe there are some. haha. those with really bad attitudes as bad as those devils. bulan ramadhan yg baik and mulia why dun make some better change. kan? ceh like i'm doin it? i thinks so. a bit. being really modest especially when it comes to shopping raye. haha. is that considered as good thing? ya i think so.

bulan ramadhan nih sinonim dgn smbhyg terawih. i did that few times. i dun have the transoport to go to the masjid. masjid is quite far from my place. but at least i do it.

raye raye raye! around the corner people? dun u guys feel excited about it? i'm so so so excited. ha? kidding. seriously i'm not. it's becus of PMR. so i wanna put all the blame on PMR. becus of that PMR thing i dun really feel happy in celebrating raye. PMR OH PMR.

bought few things. heels? done. tinggi punye. handbag? done.

gotta stop here. i'm on a date again with my math book. aww.

p/s: gemok sombongggg doh. haha. bla la ko.

tatatata :)

MY LAST DAY HERE BEFORE PMR

2009-07-01T20:45:00.002+08:00

hey people

today is the first of june so according to my calendar, today suppose to be the last day i'm updating my blog. yea its true. so after this, no more blogging for me. huh. u knoe what? pmr is just like 3 months more. oke2 back to the topic. lately was gooood. i'm concentrating more on my studies so as my dearest frends. all my homeworks? preeetttty goood. haha. and my books are my new bestfrends. isn't that great? haha. books help u during exam. what a bestfrends books are. haha.

actully, i dunno what to write on my last post. huh. okeh2. lets write about this. i'm losing a frend. huh. as time passes by, we're not gettin more closer. but its up to that person. huh. no i dun think so talking about this is a good idea. i know he did'nt even knew about me having a blog. but who knows? huh. change topic.

what else? i dun know what to write. i thought of writing a super long post but i dunno what to write. becus everything is so perfect. but im trying to think.

no i cant think.

so lets make a good luck wish.

to people of 3 w:

good luck for the incoming pmr we goona face.

so long, do the best.

and me: good luck to me.

i'll be back after pmr.

a long goooodbye. awww. :(

MY SUNDAY

2009-06-28T13:33:00.008+08:00

HELLO THERE

she woke up on a soothing sunday morning. she felt so sleepy. she wanted to continue her sleep since she did'nt get enough sleep last night but when she thinked about every single thing she has to do she left her bed. she made her way to the toilet. she was hoping for a better day for today but it was'nt happening. everything was fine as usual but she was not fine. she felt hopeless. she felt boring of her life in sudden.her mood swing. she was a happy person yesterday but not today. she was smiling yesterday but today she is making a grinch face. she felt so lazy to open her book even to turn to the first page. she told herself that she is getting worst from day to day. she has a big dream in her head but can she makes all her dreams come true. huh. and now she is in front of her mom lappy writing about her life. she keeps telling herself to be strong and now she is trying.

life isn't always a fairytale. she is not cinderella. she has a happy family. she is not that good doing the house works. well, she is not sleeping beauty too. becus eventhough she loves to sleep she realized she is not pretty at all. so who is she? others might think she has a good life. yes she has a good life but she is not living it happily. why? she keeps potraying herself as a happy little girl but is she? she is not waiting for her prince charming becus she never had once. haha. she is not interested in all these love things when her heart broke once. haha. no her heart never breaks. she is strong enough to face it. but only when it comes to the love things. haha

now she is still waiting for other people to be part of her.

but no one comes to make her life happier.

and she is crying.

this is my fairytale. what about yours?

THE REPORT CARD DAY

2009-06-27T16:57:00.015+08:00

HYE

saturday. a day where i'm suppose to finish up all my tergendala works. haha. i woke up nearly to 7. i did'nt plan to go to school. then i sent a message to my bestie asking whether she is coming or not and yes she is coming. so i decided to got to becus i'm sure i'll get bored at home. huh. so i made a new decision which is going to school. haha. i was rushing. but at the end. i forgot to bring my shoe along. thank god, my crocs are there. the blue one. so at school. the first thing i did was going to the toilet. i dunno why i feel so concious about my tudung. and its fine. haha. i got into the class. i saw some of the faces. since u people came to school. i feel like listing down ur names:

sarah shuhainor (me)

amanina azimi

shahira ibrahim

muhd arif

khairul naim

aizam afifi

ahmad hakimi

ashraff latif

izzatul sahida

nur syahida

sophia atiqah

shasha fatihah

farah shahira

nur fadhillah

fazrul faiz

farhan hanis

muhd rafiq

syahril nina

*name yg tak ade means i did'nt think of you*

bunga cinta lestari and maya karin are bestfrends in 3 wangsa

i was super boring at school but thank god ade si cantik maya karin. bunga cinta lestari's bestfrend. in the real life, i dun think so they know each other. so at school, at first borak borak. then lepak at the corner side with acap. paan. yol. rafiq. peah. and aman. i played the chess game with rafiq. but as usual lah u win since u r the genius one but aku penah menang sekali. paan bluetooth songs from peah. ceh ceh mentang2 lah hp baru. hak3. adik khai so cute. bes pulak dtg skolah dpt tgk adk2 dorg. aku npk adk sape lg ehh? ouh ya. adk paan. adk die comel tp abg die? haha no comment. bleh lah.

report card day means parents came to school to take their child report card. kan? memang pun. me? my mom. i'm quite happy. i got the first place in class. haha. so one of the things i should do before i die has been done. f.y.i i made a list -100 things to do before i die- 5 if im not mistaken has been done. so wish me luck to comple my freak list.

everyone knows about the death of michael jackson.

i'm quite shocked. i got into the car and turn on the radio and i heard that news.

i heard a rumor that he has converted into islam.

i dunno whether its true or not.

i read people's blog. seriously. i dun like reading all those ayat2 jiwang. maybe i'm not the romantic type. haha. girls are wayy sensitive than boys so that's why they've been writng all those love crappy things. kan? but its up to them. i dun like it. haha. maybe one day when i found out that love is the greatest thing ever. haha. maybe when i found out how much he loves me. haha. ape aku mengarut nih? aku budak2 lagii.this week byk secrets aku tau. most of them are related to each other. haha. a secret about the same person. i knew it cos i can feel it. haha. let the time tell what's next and i'm following the instruction given by the time.

i'm pretty sure i'll walk with you one day.

THE END!

WHAT A DAY THEY HAVE COLOURED?

2009-06-24T22:08:00.006+08:00

hello hello.

i'm happy? nope not relly but quite happy. hehe. my day start with a cup of nescafe. no no. i dun really like cafe. contains caffein. hihi. there are lots of things i wana write but i'm not goin to write all. at school, i came late. bla bla bla. then i got into class. suddenly, nyna my dearest said 'sarah, aku ade cite hot!' i was wondering what is happening? mas even said to me. 'aku tak buat2' defending himself not doing that thing. i dunno what the thing is. and i was like. wats wrong, people? nyna told me, she was the first one that got into the class since i'm late. suddenly, there was a paper. a paper that has been sticked onto the white board. on the paper, someone wrote, paan love sarah forever get married. omg! that is so not true. we've been frends lately. haha.. i dun mind at all coz i know that he never likes me unless as a frend. huh. whats wrong with the person? writing that kind of things. i mean accusing paan and me. apahal lah dgn manusia niee? but obviously, the anonymous is my classmate.

today, nyna and i had a conflict with lady gagak. huh. again. she's been so weird lately. huh. wats wrong with that girl? and pls, lady gagak, dun ever blame nyna and i for anything. ok? u started the fire and now lets play with it? come on. i know u r not that weak? are'nt u so super? ko kan cun melecun. haha. mentang2 lah hdg ko mancung, thank to god for giving u a beautiful nose. esk nyna nak serang ko. haha. be prepared. i still remember we used to be bestfrends but u changed a lot shasha. we do really hope you understand this situation. please be mature lahh. u r not a five year old kid. well, i know i'm not that gooood to but at least i'm trying to be a better person. huh. seriously la sha, aku da penat la weyh nasihat ko. u know rite sha i'm not the type of person yg always write bad things about besty in blog but i feel like writing in and i cant keep it alone. and one more thing, as u know, aku ni mmg lembik, not the kind of person yg pandai marah2 org but u still have to respect me as a frend and care about me. every single thing since u r sumone called besty. huh. i guess there's no use for me to talk more and more about this. if u still dun wanna change. its up to u, u are losing us.

well, i crap a lot. this week is going to end. many things happened. unlistable? haha. is there any unlistable word? see, aku mmg weird. suke suki create my own word. haha. currently, i made a new sign. insulting sign .'like i care' and i'm using it. haha. haliza is promoting it.

i am myself. still gonna be myself. like it or not then tell me. i'm not a perfect person. some love me while some dont becus of their own reason. well, its not a major problem to me. like i said, i'm happy with everything that i have . families, frends, classmates, my wackies. i'm trying to be grateful. i have a cozy home to live in. i can eat anything i wish to becus food don work in increasing my weight. i'm not fat. haha. normal. 43. normal kan? i'm not tall too. pretty short. but getting to 160 cm. hahaha. hopefully. i'm a single person and i'm proud of it. who says a girl cant live without a boy. i can. and i'm enjoying it. eventhough i feel lonely sometimes, but there is always tupai be there for me. haha. enough! enough! ape yang telah aku mengarutkan?

this saturday is a report card day. but my school named it as academic day. so to all people of wangsa maju 2 high school jemputlah ur parents. haha, to take ur report card. well, me. i guess my dad. so that i can go home early and watch hindustan. hahaha. my results? i'm happy with it. eventhough i did'nt get 9 a's but i've tried my best and i realize to achieve a better results means i have to work extra hard. i got 8 a's and a b. talking about the b grade that has spoiled my results. its math. how come i got b for math? haha. i love math. wee wee. i'm not good at math. and i can feel that i'm getting b for math after i sat for that exam. maybe i've been too playful in pn mastura's class. from now on, i promise to myself to pay attention in class. haha. hopefully yeah.

i got home so late today. about 7 sumthing. i got the class tambahan and bla bla bla. bunch of things to do at school just now. so i deciced to go home with my neighbour. shefa loya. we were waiting quite long at the bus stop. waiting for her mom. then picked up zahra from tuition at melawati. seriously, i love the view at melawati. so classy. the view at taman t.a.r too, haha. and so as taman dagang. ceh ceh sape punye rumah tuhh. loya, tu rumah azim lahhh. sory ckp pasal die eh loya. i became different when it comes to him. haha

enough till here.

bedtime. wat else? read me a story book!

JUST ANOTHER MINUTE MONDAY

2009-06-21T20:58:00.009+08:00

Hello hello hello

hey monday! here i come. u kno what just another minute monday. i wish it was sunday. that's song lyrics. dun ask me what song it is. coz u'll never know. its an old song. around 80's. like i said i'm odd. into all these kind of lame songs. anyway, do u know what day is today? sunday of course. a special day? yea it is. a father's day. so long happy father's day to all the daddys in the whole world especially to my dad. hihi. we gave him a card. oke wat than not giving anything.

i said: a daddy it's not a father to a child but a loving father to a child.

tomorrow school. doin the same thing over and over again. i'm tired of goin to school. no! i should'nt said that. school is where i belong to. haha. sekolahku syurgaku. kasut? done. baju? done. everything done accept for hwork. there are some hmwrks i did'nt finish to. after this i think. tomorrow. see the same people again. see all the wackies. haha. see all the weirdos. haha. so as me. i'm in that group too. oh ya! i've been dying to write this in my blog. about the swine flu. there's a form 4 boy who is currently suffering the swine flu. omg! all his classmates have been quarinteeen.haha.( dunno how to spell quarintene). knp skola tak bg cuti for a week hah? why not? to prevent it from menular. haha. but that class. dapat cuti for a week. congrats! what else shd i say?

i just changed my blog song. the way that i love you. i did'nt really like ashanti's voice. it's not that good. haha. but its okay lahh. mine is worst. haha. so that's why i picked that instrumental one. the piano music was super super great. i wish i can play as good as that. haha. dream on. that song isn't meaningful to me at all. but the music bring me somewhere. i dunno where it is. i miss you. u know how much i care? of course not? why shd you? what kind of words im writing? haha. practicing sahaja. haha. holy crap!

haha. what else i feel writing about? oh ya. kkq exam again. i keep telling myself to open up and take a look to my kkq book but i dont. kkq exam is just like 2 days more. and i'm still playing around. haha. yesterday, my family and i including my bibik went out to celebrate my youngest baby brother, azim's birthday. happy third birthday azim! i'm as your sista will always love you. not all day long but forever. hihi. air dicincang takkan putus. hihi. i'm goood at bahasa melayu idioms? haha. hopefully yea. and i got the highest in class for bahasa melayu for the first time ever. congrats to me. i did'nt me to show off or whatsoever. it's like a happy feeling. dream comes true. hihi

ape lagi aku nak mengarut? tah lah.

my computer has recovered. do not get sick again

p/s: sharifah alawiyah tolong jangan salah sangka lagi. terima kasih. haha

i have just finished all my kerja kursus!

yahooooo!

one day....

WHAT A BORING DAY

2009-06-20T16:23:00.007+08:00

hello

it's been a week i did't update my blog. i'm sooo bz. doing all the kerja kursus. thank god i've just finished all my kerja kursus. i just read nyna's blog. she wrote about me. i mean showing her appreciation towards me for helping her doing all the keja kursus. that's what frends are rite? helping each other. for me, she's so special. she is someone called a real frend. she helped me a lot. hehe. shakila daa maju. she had a myspace account finally. with my help. she uploaded few photos. ade satu photo nie. kyla with paan. asl paan npk hensem semacam? haha. ape ape pun, congrats kyla. haha. dira, liza, nyna, we know the truth. its enough just to pretend how much you care about your dearest enemy. haha. enemy kite. diraaa, i regret a lot for doing her that thing. tapi ape kan daya, nasi dudaa jadi bubur. haha. who cares? ape pun, minah tuh pasti pasti akan seek for u and me. haha . fullstop. no more talking about that girl.

i think there is somthing wrong with me. i never gonna admit it but at the deepest part in my heart i knoe its a real thing. i dunno till when i'm gonna pretending like i dont. i relalized how much that thing meant to me. i'm not the lovee dovee type. haha. ya i'm not. haha. when i was in the car jus now, i heard a song. but there are few worls that reallly touched me. when you wake up you're in love. i dunno whether its true or not. but i'm not in love. haha. so nootttt.haha. change topic. this is a personal thing i should have never write this kind of thing. suke ati aku lahh.

omg! nxt tuesday! its kkq big examm. i'm so worrried but i still in front of this comp. haha. u kow what is kkq? its a study about al quran, nabi an all that. tonight i wiilll read that book. i hope so. i'm doing it coz i have to. i'm quite happy lately with everything that happened around me. everything. life is goood enough. results diagnostic. i'm quite happy with it. i feel payed. hehe. lastly, semua penah lelah seperti sudaa membuahkan hasil. and i'm smiling for it. hehe.

i got addicted to ashanti's song.

what a good song she has made.

boring!

RAIN

2009-06-13T16:27:00.008+08:00

HELLO

seems like its goin to rain. rain rain go away, sarah loya wanna play. we have plan to go swimming again but its raining. wtv lah. like i can stop the rain? hujan tuh kan rahmat. ape daa. i cant wait to go to school. i've said that so many times before? haha. i know. ni adk aku yg busukk tgh mkn magii. no its not magii mee goreng indon. da la mkn tak ajak aku sengal btul lah. haha. yesterday. another topic. i feel so relieved. thank god. i take this one problem personally. no one knows but finally i did told sumone that causes that problem. rase relieve gle after i threw every single words i've been thinking for a quite long time. he should know that. who knows he can be a better one after this. hopefully lah. he's a frend of mine so why not i hope for his own gooodness, kan? hihi. i dunno since when we've been frends. we're not close. stop. no more talking about that. hujan seems like makin lebat jea. is there anyone out there hoping the rain to stop? i do love rain. especially raining time2 mcm nih. but today, i've got plan. huh. jus go with the flow again. if the rain stop then i'll go. if not stiff home watching misery movie after this. talking bout misery movie, have u ever watch it? omg. that story? two thumbs up! u should watch. i mean everyone should. it is about this one woman who is so obses with this one author. this author is so popular yet he is a low profile. he doen'nt has any bodyguard. so one day after he has completed his new book entitled misery, he decided to go to ny to publish it. on his way to ny, he had an accident. this woman any wilkes saw him and. watch it lah? u never know how amazing the story is. later at starmovie. another topic. hujan nak stop daa. hihi. hopefully i can go for swimming. haha. actuly, i jus got home from tuition. hmm. nak pmr kan? kene lah tuition. talking about pmr? i got so scared. i dunno wats wrong with me? scare to face an exam. exam never bite. haha. of course. exam dun have teeth. i'm prepared! 100% percent. not to face pmr but to face the incoming results. bukak skola. forsure terus dapat result. ready to face the music. as long as i've tried my best to achieve the goals i've set, aku redha je. i've tried my best.

sarah's worried face. haha. i know the baby is cuter.

i'm away to new zealand. in my night sleep lah.

u know how much i love you

HOW TO RELEASE YOUR SAD FEELING? SWIMMING

2009-06-12T20:42:00.007+08:00

Hello.

this is emma roberts.

she is superrrhotttt!

i'm not like so a big fan of her. but i'm still a fan of her.

i love the way she carries herself. that's all

i'm happy again. haha. being wacko again as usual. yesterday incident? forget it. like i can. ya of course i can. a small thing. i'm like making a mountain in a mole hill. haha. but i'm still hoping for his change. still hoping and always waiting. mengarut je aku nih. haha. let me tell you how was my day. not interested to read? like i care. this is my blog. aku punye suke lahh nak tulis ape. hahaha. kidding. not interested? tell me. i'll change the way i'm writing. i woke up and saw my baby in my arm. awww. baby adik lahh. suddenly, my beloved handphone vibrated. aloya send me a call-me-back. luckily, credit aku tgh masyuk boleh la aku membazir sket call ko. haha. rupe-rupenye die nak ajak aku swim. okeh la. i agreed. nak tunggu pukul 5 ptg tuh. i watched tv. nancy drew. who is nancy drew. emma robert. who is emma robert? my fav hollywood actress so far. that movie? oke la. not bad. pukul 5 pulak mcm nak hujan. don tell me its goin to rain. i said that few times. and thanked god it was'nt raining. no no. kat ukay perdana was raining plus lightning but kat uia takk. ktorg pegi la swim. i changed to my swimming suit of course. takkan nak pakai shirt? loya cakap aku kedinggg.hahahahaha. am i loya? haha. she also said muke aku mcm gong chan. hahaha. x la weyh. si gong chan tuh hensem la ngek. ktorg pun swim. i'm quite tired. loyah tak penat langsunggg. ye la she is the silater. aku nih bukan pa pe. that's why tak de stamina. it's been quite a long time tak jumpe tupai. oh tupai! not falling into him. hahaha

to the girl that swim with me:

i'm in red u are in the blue

haha kidding

2 more days:

back to school!

DEEP DESPAIR

2009-06-11T20:51:00.009+08:00

hi.

im not in the mood becus of that incident. loya sahaja yg tau. i rarely got sad.i take all the probs easily but this one, i've tried too but it does'nt work that much. i dun need ways to solve this prob becus its not even a prob. its the heart thing. i cant be this weak. so what should i do? faking a smile. maybe. i'm goood at that. i've been told many times i'm a drama queen. haha. am i? should i take that as a compliment or a humilation. both i guess. who knows one day i'll be an actress. being an actress is fun what. with all the gems aroud my neck. haha. see i start to berangan. haha. its not a big deal. perhaps. with squirell help i'll be fine. i knew it i'll be fine. dun say dont.

i write in a purple becus it shows the sadness in me.

pathetic!

better i go and get a vanilla ice cream.

p/s: where is squirell?

the wild lah!

my day start with a big big smile. the sun was smiling to me too. the cloud waving and say hi too. i hope for a happy day and it is a happy day until that incident. i wont write. wanna know? ask me but i wont tell. never.loya should'nt know too but she's the one that has unveil the truth. well, i should thanked her.i changed my blog song. cant smile without you. that song isn't that meaningful for me. i hope so. but i like the music.ya like i said i'm a lame. deal with it. but at home, what a perfect day. everyone is just as fine as i wish tooo. awww, so why should i be sad? family first, next frends. my frends are fine too. wahai bintang dudu, rindu oh kat ko. haha. miss world pun. lame tak menggedik dgn die. we used to sing together. lagi2 lagu womaniser. haha. did i spell womaniser correctly. nant marah pulak nyna spears. haliza ni pun same, tak sayang aku. sory lmbt reply babe. malam ni kte msg2 ckp pasal shah rukh khan aku. haha. im fine now. gettin better. esk friday, left 3 days more. then, holiday is over bak to skool but oke wat? seeing all those wacko people. wacko wacko people, u kno i love u? ahahaha. no no no. its been quite a long time aku tak nampak si jawa to techtonik. haha. titanic. si G-E-L-A-B-A-H. haha.others? acap with his stupid jokes. peah, the way she got mad. i miss every single thing about 3 wangsa. awww. that's sweet. haha.

MORNING WORLD

2009-06-11T09:25:00.011+08:00

being a girl like me isn't always easy.cant u see how freak i am? haha. i create my own world. i made my own my fairytales. life is not that fair, nowadays, but i make it fair. i dun mind being an anonymous in the school.who cares? as long as i got them, life is good enough. if i keep thinking about all those unfair things, never end. so its better for me just to be me. i never gonna change the real me for everyone. if it is a bad thing then i'll change. but when it comes to what i like, anything about me. sorry not. i'm still gonna be a girl who loves those lammeee songs. who cares? i'm not a brave person who can fight easily, maybe becus of that, i've always been dumbed. i know im not perfect. so not. so please please accept me as who i am.is that so hard? no rite. well, i can say i judge the book by its cover sometimes. but i'm trying not to anymore. another thing about me is, i dun talk about the other side of my life so dun think i dun have any probs. who knows, behind all these smiles?when i pretend to fool my dearest, i wonder if they know its just a show? i'm on a stage, day night i go through my charades, how can i disguise whats is my mind? life is hard enough so be prepared to face it. currently, im trying to be a better person with my loved ones help. as i grow up, i learn many things, about family's love, real frends, love at the first sight. so enjoy ur life, feel happy and proud to be urself are the keys to a happy perfect life my dear.

good morning. i dunno wats wrong with me becus in sudden i'm like so eager updating my blog. but dunno what to write. maybe i should write this: pmr is 115 days more. according to my countdown. and it's true. pmr is gettin nearer and me? i should work way harder. come on its just a three letter exam. PMR. haha. some says that. but for me pmr menentukan masa depan. becus i wish to go to boarding school where i can concentrate more on my priority. its not like i dunno how to manage my time but there are tv, internet, mall, handphone, what else? i'm not a person with a strong heart that can avoid all these things. now, i talk crappy crappy things. should i? haha. not again.

today is 11/6. and my last post before pmr is gonna be on first of july. since that day, i've promised to myself not to surf the internet anymore even touch the computer. so my last post will br as long as my hair. haha. no no. i'll write down everything i was thinking. then the same day after pmr i'll post a longer post than my last post. talking about crap again. no problem with that rite?

harry potter is just around the corner. everyone knows that. dont tell me you dont know. most of the people, i've met is so into the hero. who else? mr potter lah. but me. i prefer ronald weasley. ala si rupert grint tuh. he's cute. he has cute personality and everything about him is cute. i'm still thinking whether i should go and watch that movie. first, it might wasting my time. maybe. baik pegi beli cetak rompak je. secondly, i have watched all the hp series in cinema so i should go. next. it is on july. july darling but come on its just a day. huh. i need more time to think.

the most.

the most greatest person-family

the person sacrifice the most for me-mom of course

the person worked hard the most for me- whp else? dad.

the person inspired me the most- i, myself and me. get that? haha

the most perfect bestie-amanina azimi.

the most loyal frend-shasha efendi.

the most helpful-nadhirah hani salman

the most understanding frend-haliza suhaimi.

the most beautiful person ever-deborah priya henry.

the most wonderful place-new zealand.

the song inspired me the most-what about now by daughtry

the person i miss the most-them, awww.

the person i hate the most-no one

the most greatest thing on the earth-food lahhh.

the most nicest guy-azim

*uncomplete most list*

bye

-now i understand what u try to say me, how u sufferes from ur sanity how u try to set them free. they would not listen and they're not listening....-

lyrics lahhh.

TODAY STORY

2009-06-04T20:13:00.014+08:00

ahlan wasahlan to all especially sharifah alawiyah

(ahlan wasahlan means welcome)

to others:

good evening.

why?

it's 8 sumthing. evening rite?

continue with what i'm goin to write. firstly. thanks sahabat sahabat 3 w. epit. acap. hadi. dira. nyna. peah. liza. kimi. kerana memberi pengalaman. hahaha. korang pun tau wat is it , rite? untung aku pegi clas arab. experienced new thangg. aizam. the nasi lemak besss! hihi. next time buat lg tau. hehe. i want two. hihi. ye la . aku nih kan food hunter. i got this one major major major problem. i wannnnna be thin but at the same time i do eat a lot. u kno what i meant rite? thank god, lately nih ade human being called loyah slalu ajak aku main badminton. thx Thx. nant kalau aku kurus aku bg ko surat penghargaan.

haha.tomorrow friday. friday friday on the way. this week holiday is coming to an end. no no no! yes yes yes! i'm quite bored stiff home duin nothing . myspacing. blogging. messaging. watching tv. frankly, the first week holiday aku tak memanfaatkan denga baek. hihi. f.y.i i love the frankly word i use most of the time. find new word, which is the same meaning as frankly. i'll use it but make sure it will sound as gooood as frankly. kah kah kah. so so wat am i goin to do tomorrow morning. start with this. bsh kst skola aku yg da hitam tuh then mandi breakfast ... ya. watch camp rock! camp rock! again? ya ya of course. i love that movie. and sing along. this is the real. this is me. i'm exactly where i'm suppose to be... noe. okay2 enough sarah! nant hujan. its good wat of it is raining. baru bea tdo at nite. kan kan?

third paragraph... ceh ceh mcm buat essay. me doing essay? wat a good thing. give me a clap. hahahaha. i wanna tell about this beautiful girl. demi lovato. i'm addicted to her. haha. nope she just seem so perrrrfect in my eyes? dun u think so? she got cute nose. pretty teeth. sweet face. hot body. nice smile. everything just seem so perfect. wish i could be her. i'm saying that? omg. that's worst. cancel. i'm happy to be me. a little smiling girl who is eating vanilla ice cream. with a cherry on the top. whatever it is demi lovato. memang hot. but not as hot as deborah priya lah. i read thestar paper jus now. have u read about the miss malaysia 2009. i'm interested in reading about all this miss world thing. the girl her name is forgot lah. but she is mix with chinese and indian. her face? i can say she's pretty one. the interesting part i read about her was. she came from a simple and poor family. her family live in sabah in a small village. her parents are more likely a farmer. u knoe wat? she's a really low profile person which makes me respect her. she even admit she did'ni speak english that well so she is currently learning at this english centre. she is so happy when she got a scholarship becus she was like really really want to continue her study but since her family can't afford that's why she has been waiting for a scholarship. for me, all this beauty paegent thing is not about all the look but the way u carry your self. so far. i do respect this new miss malaysia and deborah priya. look is useless without maneerss. i dun have look and i'm not a good person.and all i'm trying to do is to be a better one.

this is a perfect teenager.

PRESENTING:

DEMI LOVATO!

P/S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHASHA!

we love you. semoga panjang umur and get 9as in pmr.

from: dr. sarah mraz. miss world nyna. cik dira dudu. haliza bulu

HOLIDAY OH HOLIDAY

2009-06-02T20:44:00.010+08:00

hello and hello!

i dun really know why am i updating my blog. oh ya. i did this private blog which i'm the only one that can read that blog. sounds stupid but cool lah. i can talk about anything that i want. more like a diary. an online diary. waa waa waa. its not like im not telling the truth at this black blog but i dun write things which im not suppose to . e.g love life. mr crush. enemies. hatred and angres. all i'm writing at this black blog are the great things in life. one more thing. it's not like i'm potraying a perfect little girl but i dun dun dun like people to know the other side of my life lah. sort of like that. but who cares?

cuti cuti aku yang sangat memboringkan. amar is home. he's a frend anyway. i never wrote even a single tiny thing about him. i dun know if he is a frend of mine or not. sumtimes he complimented me, sumtimes he advices me but at the same time he talk bad( i guess). he's weird.a real weird one. but he's okay. i think he has a crush on my pretttttttty frend nyna. he wanted to ask nyna out but nyna said she wont go without me so amar was like. sarah please go. hahaha. but good thing about amar nih. eventhough we're like hating each other he did text me or even call me sumtimes. okeh. caya lah amar. enemy sejati

.this one is about my korean look frend. sape tuh name die. haziq. he look like this korea actor. name die name die. sape ah? oh kwon sang woo. i sent him the youtube link to ask him to watch that korean song video. he did. haha. he said mata tak same. his eyes are bigger though still loooook alike. that. nyna si cantik and i were the first one that realiz that haziq look like kwon sang woo. haha. bannge la enn ko haziq. haha. si haziq nih pun satu kalau nak ajak aku kuar bukan nak bagtau earlier so next time bgtau earlier so aku bleh plan.: )

my bababybyby brother is home. he is currently staying in this new hostel. this sbp. good stay there. dun be a bad one like me later . ko pun tau tau kan ape nasib ko. adikku? he learns the france language there. bagus2 learns as many language as u can. aku bleh3 languages je but kau bleh 4. waaa bagus. im not proud of u anyway. hahahah. jangan prasan ehh. later if u read this marah plak enn. so i'm proud of you. since my bro is home so ape lagi. talk talk talk n talk la. f.y.i we're close. really close i guess. currently he is teaching me how to solve the cube yg pusing2 tuh. tau la ko pandai enn. but onr thing passal die nih. die nih memboros sangat tak tau nak berjimat cermat. hari2 nak berbelanja. huh. lantak ko la.

tomorrow i got arab class. at 8! awal kan? memang awal gle. tomorow i feel like having breakfast with them. kat mane ah? kat warung tu je la. kat mane ag. rainbow la. but kat situ byk catttts. aku takut kucing. nvrmind i know how to handle this. relax. take it easy. tomorrow plan aku mcm2. i want to finish all my kerjas kursus works. hihi. thank god ade human being like shera who non stop tolong aku. supposely aku letak name ko kat penghargaan. tak pe la. kat blog pun oke wat. credits to shera ibrahim

thank you shahira shahira yang baek dan cantek.

addition: i'm not that addicted to ms anymore.

BLA BLA BLA

2009-05-30T16:05:00.006+08:00

from left: haliza. dudu. sarah. nyna. shasha

good evening and good evening.

first of all, congrats to sophiah atiqah bt. mohd salehuddin. her dream comes true. finally. her parents gave her w350 sont ericson for her birthday. she was omg craving for a new hp. sick of ur old one darling? i think so. and u also have downloaded my current fav song. dead and gone by j.t and t.i.. okeh2 good sophiah. bring your phone everyday again.

p/s: take good care of it.

another story. the hari guru celebration. before recess. boring. why? too many perutusan. perutusan prime minister la tu lah ni lah. After recess best. karoeke with teachers. fashion show. ib perfomance and byk2 lagi haihh. dudu. bulu and i were talking . about many many things. one of them. about this one girl in my class. we did'nt like her but i can still blend in with her. i'm more like a hypocrite on to her. so what? same goes as her.

about her. this is the smallest font. this is a bad thing. ok ok. she is a girl which seems so good in front of the teachers. she even act like she is so perfect. cant she realize how much people hate her. everyone are being quite nice becus they are using her becus of her brain. she keep telling us to be a better person but she is so not. not at all. i hate her so much sometimes. i'm quite nice to her. i'm telling the truth. as time goes by. she wanted to be hot. i guess. she said once to me. 'we don't need a hp. hp is not good for us' but now she's using it and i think so that she cn't live without it. she said 'aku risau la hp aku kat rumah' and the worst thing she started to layan all those anonymous that messaged her. and noe . she is desperate for ms. she want it so much so that die tak ketinggalan zamal all these latest news. ye la. dudu and i are the one who told her about all the latest news. she said she dun want to hear about benda yang we did'nt really knoe whether it is true or ot. but she lovesssss gossiping. i think she is obses with the karaoy. fida. bella. sume2 tu ah. addicted to them or maybe she want to be like them. tah lah. i dun know what is wrong with her try to act so perfect but the same time getting worst. huhh.

semoga kawan aku kembali ke pangkal jalan.

i have jus unveiles the truth. i heard about something i have never expected to . e.g: the real people of my class. and i knew things that made me felt guilty. i was so mean to that person but he was so good to me. i'm not that mean la but sometimes he is so annoying. huh. and i cant stand it. lately. i think i am quite ok with him. he even hurt my feelings sometimes. but sometimes he is like a super super good friend to me. so i dun know what should i do. dun wanna think about it. let the time tells what will hapeennn. :)

si aloya ni pun satu. aku da ajak die pegi maen badminton tp die plak semangat sgt nak pegi silat. go go go to your silat thing. haha. i know u love silat and wanna be the pesilat2 negara. kan? hahaha. aliza ni pun same. 3.30 td tanye what is my blog url. i replied 7 minutes later. and die tak jadi nak usha2 blog aku. ape pun haliza nih best. if she is not there . x de sape nak gaduh ngn aku. kan liza bulu? name ko dalam hp aku pun liza bulu aku ingat nak tuka liza doraemon. boleh? boleh la. tp haliza ni kedeng. ngn aku pun tak nak msg. ni aku da tak de message partner da.

FINISH!

AGAIN

2009-05-28T21:00:00.006+08:00

i'm posting a new post again today. u kow what its like a miracle. why? my internet connection laju gle tonite. this shows yg internet tu da rindu kat aku. kan? internet ni malu nak confess yg die rindu aku. hihihi. seriously i dun know wat to write. aku suda ketandusan ideas. huh. weyh bg aku idea. come on. okeh2 i know wat to write. facts about me. okeh.

FACTS ABOUT ME:

1. i'm jason mraz's future wife.

2. i cut my nails every sunday.

3. i'm a fan of oldies stuff.

4. i'm not really up to date.

5. my frends called me susu basi when i was primary. haha

6. i dun cry for love.

7. i dun take love seriously.

8. i'm so into new zealand. everything about it.

9. i wear spects. but not in public. during class.

10. i eat a lot.

11.1'm 43-44 kg.

12. i think i grew 2 cm maybe about 157 cm. i'm not tall.

13. i wear high heels. 8 cm.

14. i cry for stupid things. e.g:pensel hilang.

15. i would like to be a cardiologist paeditrician.

16. studying in victoria uni of wellington.

17. my fav subjects are science and math. nerd.

18. i do support all this saving mother earth thing.

19. the most beautiful girl i've ever seen deborah priya.

20. my dream car: bmw 7 series. white solid colour with tinted windows. oooh

21. i love vanilla. i eat vanilla ice cream only.

22. ice blended vanilla in front of my school. super mouth watering.

23.my frends said i got sense of humour. hihihi

24. i dun trust guys. should i?

25. i hate watching love stories in cinema.

26. i love maggi too.

27.the only malaysian artist that i like is maya karin . guy: ashraff muslim.

28. i love emma roberts too.

29. this is my birthday date. 29 of mac.

30. i learn arab in school but i feel odd speaking in arab.

31. i prefer english than b. melayu.

32. the motto of my life: do the best because you are the best so u deserve the best. frankly, the best.

33. i'll do anything to make my dream comes true.

34. i love to laugh. according to a research, laughing makes you feel younger.

35. i love to look like a mature but the way i'm thinking is like a 10 years old kid.

36. i enjoy my life.

37. i can crush 100 guys in the same time.

38. i sleep with the lights on.

39. i love a low profile person

40. i'm addicted to piano.

41. i'm addicted to guitarist.

42. my fav ice cream . new zealand natural.

43. i've listed down 100 things to do in life. 5 are completed.

44. the first time i got 1st place in study was at asrama. hihi

45. i'm not good at sports.

46. i can be so girlish sometimes.

47. i'm a particular person especially when it comes to cleanliness.

48. i care about my health. all the time.

49. i love my self and i love the way i are. everyone should.

50. last one: i'm always lucky in life.

HAPPY MOMENT

2009-05-27T21:10:00.004+08:00

Exam da habis. i know i'm not suppose to be happy coz pmr makin dekat eventhough diagnostic baru sahaja habis . continue with my happy stories. macam2 happy stories ade dalam kepala otak aku nih. the kenduru thing. the visiting thing. unlistable. haha . i'm making my own word again. hihihi.banyak sangat story happened. i've wrote that but i'm writing that again. ape la aku nih. hehe have you listen to gaga's poker face acoustic version . omg! bes gle. every part. i love it . so much. i'm currently posting. ya i know u'm doing it. shd i write anyway. and i've uploaded new photo at myspace. a picca with haliza gla. lek a liza. kalau ko bace jgn a marah. hehe. aku pun gle gak. aku tau. haha. haliza ni . aku selalalalalu sangat gaduh dgn die. my day is not perfect kalau tak gado ngn minah sorang nih. da la ktorg share jantung hati. she said hahahaha. aku tak batak la weyh kat die. not my type la liza oi. ahahaa

A visit to ustazah's ros house.

hari yang tersangatla panasnye. super hot. i'm with the baju kurung. makin panas la. i'm sweating. and i hate that feeling. you too?

mereka mereka yang hadir:

haliza - baju kurung biru . sgt anggun / nya: baju kurung oren . preeetty! / epit- this one i can say. sumpah stylo! epit mmg stylo la. with his branded clothes. he bring along his dcslr(if im not mistaken). / yol- die ni plg simple . hee / paan- he's quite cute. with new zealand shirt. / dira- kawan aku paling jelita. aku jeles do. hahaha. bangge ar tu /nik's family / acap- otai / malas la nak tulis lagi. i've complimented them but aku tak risau they gonna read this. they did'nt even know that i got this blog. heee heee / putri - we said over.

happy teacher's day

happy teacher's day dear teacher-teacher ku. thx for every single thing teachers. i love you. we do have to appreciate them . kan kan? say yes. eventhough cikgu tuh make up over. ugly ke. jahat ke. ape ape ke. we stiiiilll have to respect.

teachers:

pn norasah: terima kasih sebab ajar bm. cikgu terbaik. =)
teacher rafidah: you are great. =)
pn mastura: cikgu math terhebat! =)
teacher hanum: cikgu puteh yang lemah lembut dan baik =)
uztazah asma': ustazah yang sangat penyabar =)
ustazah ros: uztazah paling sporting =)
cik shuhaibah: a superb sejarah teacher.=)
pn norainon: cikgu yang cantik manis yang baik =)
pn norliza: cikgu kh tersporting =)
cik bariah: cikgu yang sporting =)
puan erni: cikgu yang sangat cantik dan baek =)

cikgu shahila (last yer class teacher) da ade baby.
congrats cikgu!
we love you!

nyna said:
today yuma lepak ngn ktorg. aku malu ngn die. hehehe. aku control ayu. malu doh. comel burung antu aku. walaupun yuma muke macam burung antu aku tetap suke die. gurau je. dulu la. kesian sarah shah rukh khan tak datang. die tgk mu lawan barca. hihi. finally barca menang.

peah said:
kyla just read the bad things i wrote about her. she deserved that. tu la bajet pious lagi. people around pun tak suke die. aku memang nak die bace. pun. geramnye aku kat die. da la jahat. bukannye bagos. aku tau la aku ni jahat tp at least aku ten times better than her. huhu

the last day of exam

kh is the last subject for exam. saat saat terakhir . gembiranya. hehehe. aku cite hot hot kat peah pasal life aku ngn jason mraz. pastu si mas tuh die ckp aku berangan . who knows one day aku marry ngn die and become a millionaire. live at wellington. build a mansion at auckland. own an apple farm. bes weyh. then got 4 kids. geek in the pink. bella luna. im yours. lucky. comel2 my kids name. then everyday naik flight balik malaysia. ye la aku kan doctor yg currently working in hkl. im a cardiologist paeditrician. ceh ceh. hehehe. aku nak tumpahkan jasa n bakti kepada malaysian yg tercinta. no matter how much i love new zealand , malaysia still at the first place in my heart. i love malaysia! heee heeee

p/s: rekaan semata mata except for malaysia thing.
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2009-05-23T17:16:00.007+08:00

suicide story

friday evening after school. nyna and i thought of studying at the school library. mathematic . but unfortunately. the library cannot be use . huh. so went up to the class. study math kat class. then i went to nyna's place to take my stuff. we walked sambil gelak2. haha. ktorg sampai at the ground floor. kat tempat lift tuh. but then. so many people there. diorg berkumpul tgk ape tah. we were curious. wondering what is happening. tapi aku npk kotak je. i asked the uncle. and he said ade orang bunuh diri, gila ah! i got nearer and saw blood. omg! i never even seen a dead body. ni nampak a dead body bunuh diri. ktorg pun naek atas to see clearer. with my spects help i saw that. baju that girl koyak. for me. bodoh gle that girl. maybe it is becus boyfriend? study? wateverla . who am i to involve. tibe2 i cant breathe . omg! panic gle. ni sume pasal benda tuh la. huh. i got into nyna's house and take a seat. relax. and everything is fine!

exam

exam masih lagi berlangsung . huh. busy studying. i guess. poyo je . exam semua susah2 belaka. of cos diagnostic kan? i feel down sometimes thinking i did'nt did my best . i think. but one thing build up my confidence. i got A for arab. hihi. i'm not that proud of it. but of cos happy. who does'nt happy of getting A? everyone does. okeh tuh je for the exam slot. hopefully . i got 9 a's. =)

myspace

this is not about me making a new myspace. myspace yg da sedia ade ni pun tak terlarat nak online. ni pasal darling aku yang tercantik buat myspace. nyna la. she had a myspace. finally. congrats dear! so skrg both of us ade myspace. i put her at the first place kat myspace so jason mraz aku da jatuh takhta. hahahaha

got to go. hakim adk aku da jadi gile . cannot wait his turn to use the internet.

the unlucky part of me .

hihihi

END OF STORY!

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